i am his meLody ♥♥

My family

2010-11-04T01:53:00.000-07:00

It slowly kills me. Seeing their pictures very happy without me.

Being a runaway daughter, I really miss my bebe xyra. I haven't seen her anymore for almost 7 months.

next, my mother and father.. with my bebe xyra. Happy family right? :)

my sisters.

Happy

2010-10-30T00:13:00.001-07:00

Yihaa!

1 week nalang.. One week and 3days to go nalang.. It's november 9, 2010 na. My rusell and i will going to celebrate our 1st Anniversarry. Nakakatuwa, parang kelan lang. Ni hindi nga kami naguusap. Di ko alam paano nagsimula. Maybe i should call it destiny nalang. Honestly, in my thoughts naman, if only i can choose my OWN destiny, for sure, i'm gonna choose MR. Rusell Ordonio.

Sabi nila ang anniversarry daw parang monthsarry din daw. As of now, wala pa akong maisip na surprise para sakanya. Ewan ko ba gusto ko sya isurprise at gawing pinakamasayang tao sa buong mundo sa araw na yun. Kaso wala pa talagang idea. Hindi pwedeng bahala na ee.

Pero hindi naman siguro mahalaga kung may maibigay akong material gift. Basta alam nyang andito lang ako sa tabi nya, di sya iiwan at mahal na mahal sya, OKAY na yun. I THINK, that would be the best gift i can give to him.

Sana hindi lang kami pang 1 year or 3-5 year. Sana panghabambuhay na..

Mahal na mahal ko ang rusell ko. :D

I love you my senyorito.. :)

My Funny Naruto pictures collection

2010-10-29T01:26:00.000-07:00

Hair and Body

2010-10-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

3 months of no hair style.. so boring!

1 month having my color red dye.. so good!

1 day facial cleansing.. good luck to those pricking!

1 month.. new sets of make-up.. so flirty!

what else.. need new hair cut.. ano ba bagay? :(

My Rusell

2010-10-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

hays.. im here again. Making kwento about my rusell.

So what's new? i'm in love again. for the second time around, hoping that he's different from other men. Yep, he is different. In any angle.

He seldom says 'i love you'. Sometimes pa nga, i ask him : "Sabihan mo naman ako ng I love you.. ' tatawa sya. napapangiti ako. I dunno, eveything he does is so beautiful and lovable.

Mamii (me) is so demanding. Mejo takot ako baka magsawa sya sa ganong sistema. But as long as he did everything for me without hesitation, it's nice. Nakakatuwa isipin na may pet ako. Sabi nila parang pet ko sya. Of course not. He always do things for me. No Questions. No buts. I know he always do those things because he want to, not because i obligate him.

Naruto Lines

2010-08-17T02:22:00.000-07:00

* Thinking about someone means that they’ll come back someday. – Jiraiya

* The true measure of a shinobi is not how he lives, but how he dies.-Jiraiya

* Loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain. - Gaara

* It's been a long time... since I've used myself. - Sasori

* Didn't you know? Women have to be strong in order to survive.-Sakura

* I'm telling you this because you don't get it. You think you get it, which is not the same as actually getting it. Get it? - Kakashi

* What a drag? * Shikamaru

* The boy that I have watched for so long is finally watching me. And in front of him, I can't bear to lose. - Hinata, Hyuga

* These people want me gone... then for what reason do I exist? - Naruto :'(

* I'm not JUST a pervert...I'm a SUPER-PERVERT!! - Jiraiya

* Kankuro: "You're an interesting guy, I like you."
Naruto: "You're not interesting, I don't like you." >>BASAG!

* Base on my first impression.. i hate you. - Kakashi

*

FB chat with my mother :)

2010-07-26T04:26:00.001-07:00

Me

momey
6:49pmMonic

Uy, kabukas ko lang ng computer. nagpahinga ako sakit ng likod ko. may deadline kasi ako VAT relief yung ineencode la na ko taga encode kaya ako nalang la na si Liezel
6:49pmMe

ako nlng magencode.. heheh
6:51pmMonic

Wala kung andito ka di sana natunlungan mo ko lam mo naman tong 2 mong kapatid lang pakialam sa mundo
6:53pmMe

ganon po. wala din akong trabaho ngayon eh.. cge tulungan kita punta2 ko jan.
6:54pmMonic

bahala ka. huwag mong sabihin gawin mo
6:54pmMe

eh kawawa ka naman jan ee.

tignan mo pics namen ni melen.. hehe
6:55pmMonic

wala pa ah
6:55pmMe

meron pa kaya.. saka yun mnga dati kong pics

hehe
6:55pmMonic

sige tingnan ko
7:14pmMe

hehe pag laki ko kamuka na kita nay waehehe
7:14pmMonic

bkt wala akong anabasa
7:14pmMe

ano?
7:15pmMonic

wala tumnog kala ko nagchat ka
7:15pmMe

tumutunog ba yun.. alis na ko nay.. hehe
7:15pmMonic

sige ingatz
7:19pmMe

babye pu.. mwuah.. love you mudra
7:20pmMonic

ulan diyan? lakas ulan dito. ingat ka lagi
7:20pmMe

opo.. hindi ulan dito eh.

kayo din ingat lagi ha?

mwuah mwuah mwuah

hehehe
7:21pmMonic

k bye

my melodies

2010-06-27T01:13:00.000-07:00

got to post my fave songs with their videos. :D

happy viewing and listening! :D

FULL INLOVE♥

2010-05-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

Define Love.
L.O.V.E. gawd!! it's been a long time i haven't update this so called blog.

echos.

so was being FULL INLOVE. not FALL.
after so many months of being broken heart-ed from the man i USED to love, i finally found the man that is CERTAINLY RIGHT for me. With the help of this former lover, i found the who i dream of.

The MAN who will love me for who i am. the MAN who's afraid to lose me. the MAN who i am will be his EVERYTHING.

i don't have the idea that i will ever meet him. BUT it happened. And now, i believe that i was DESTINED for him. and HE is DEFINITELY the RIGHT MAN for me.

syempre, eto nanaman ako : PROUDLY introducing my man. and,

my own meaning of L.O.V.E.

RUSELL PARINGIT ORDONIO. :)

i love you so much my papa bear. :) This heart it beats, beats for only you. :) hihi.

Your Senyorita,

Melody♫♥

BUSY LANG

2010-04-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

i'll be back soon.

no time for posting.. :)

Just to kill the Time

2009-09-17T22:04:00.000-07:00

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope. It's my father who said that my first name would be MELODY then my mother added 'MAY' . :)

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Yesterday. Can't help it.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITTING?
Yeah. i always got the award, 'Best in Penmanship'.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Whatever. :)

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
None.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Of course yes. I'm easy to cope with and a silly but really friendly and true. :)

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No. haha.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yeah.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUNP?
Maybe. If i want to die. :)

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
None.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No! haha.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Rocky road and double dutch.

13. WHAT BRAND OF PURSE DO YOU LOVE TO PURCHASE?
Whatever i like. :)

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
their teeth and height! :)

15. RED OR PINK?
PINK. dunno why.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
quitter!

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
I MISS MY PRINCE SO MUCH. THEN MY LOLO. LASTLY, MY FRIENDS.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
I dont care.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Im just wearing shorts and shirts right now.

20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
STICK AROUND BY AZURE.

21. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Either PINK or PURPLE. to be loved by girls :)

22. FAVORITE SMELLS?
GASOLINE. LOLS.

23. HAIR COLOR?
Reddish. :)

24. EYE COLOR?
White and black.

25. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope.

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
MY MOTHER. yeah i really miss her.

27. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
BASKETBALL AND VOLLEYBALL. Yeah.

28. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
I dont even know her.

29. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
MY favorite song at the moment. I listened to this song again and again. Stick Around- Azure.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Italian Foods and of course Filipino Foods.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Either.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Forgot. But i think we trip on to watch A walk to remember with my boyfriend in their house.

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
I'm wearing Black. his gift to me last christmas.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer!

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
I love to be cuddle. :)

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Whatever.

37. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I can read someone's mind. [lol] .

38. MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW.....
I am nice. i'm not snob. :(

39. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Manila City

40. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
University of the East. Where we both study. he's not yet my spouse anyway.

What a guy should Do

2009-08-11T19:54:00.000-07:00

Bonjour people :) i'm here at my bestfriend's house. i've borrow something from her. And i'm waiting for her. Duh. haha. And another topic pop-out on my mind *wink*
MY long time previous post was about a girl need or love to hear. But this time, i think i will post something a guy would do when:

A GUY MADE SOMETHING WRONG:

* hold her hand and explain what and why it happened.
* do not swear neither say promise.
* if she's about to slap you, kiss her.
* when she's crying wipe her tears.

WHEN A GIRL IS SAD:

* do something to make her feel better. if a guy is not with her, call her.
* kiss her and say 'i'm here for you.'
* tour her to a mind-refreshing' place where she can refresh her mind.
* give her a flower.

WHEN A GUY WANTS TO PROPOSE:

* Court her everyday.
* Cook for her.
* Lastly, Propose to her infront of crowd and tell her how much you love her. That would be the sweetest thing ever.

nightLife fever :0

2009-08-11T19:21:00.000-07:00

Heyyyah readers! So what's new with your life? again again again. i aint busy but i can't even update my blog! :) hihi. Im aint busy in my studies nor work. I'm busy in my Yoville errr! hehe. It's such an addictive game.

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Cut!

Woot i think i need to blog about out night life last week. It's so happy! grabe. My barkada and i went to Guilley's Island bar at Timog. We drunk and we dance until the break of dawn :) . I love the night life! Yeah. Plus! i saw my school crush and statistics classmate there! I crush him! :) haha. I approach him, i said 'Ui! classmate!' . I thought he don't know me yun pala he know me. Then i walk away towards the restroom. That's the end of the scene. GAWD! but ofcourse i didn't even forget im taken but no commitment. It's just a crush effect you know! and i know i'm not flirt :)

Anyway, here are few happy pictures we had that night.

with my bestfriend elmer and mami hazel!

with kuya frank!

my pretty girlfriends!

yikes! lufet ng pose! :)

That's all for now sizzy and dudes! Have a nice day! :)

friends

2009-08-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

Wee. gimmick with my friends! i miss them so! :)

I missed!

2009-08-02T23:54:00.000-07:00

so how's your life people?

Some of my friends always tell me they miss me. Some of them call me, some of them text me, some of them leave a comment on my friendster. I also miss them. I don't know why they miss me. Of course, the fact that they are my friend and i am their friend.

I'm pretty sure they truly miss me, because it's been a long time since i didn't had a chance to hang out with them. A couple of months. I miss them t0o.

I aint busy, i ain't go to school, i don't have busy schedules. I'm just busy you know. :) busy eating, hopping around with my neighbors, sleeping. That's my life since i stop studying. What else?

This coming Thursday, my friends and i will be having our reunion? we'll be hanging out anywhere or fool around again until midnight! we'll be having our gimmick! Can't wait.

That's all for now people. I also miss blogging! Oh my, i almost forgot everything. I didn't even realized how i miss blogging. whew. Time to change. :)

Addictions

2009-07-21T20:47:00.001-07:00

Asianovela : Love or bread

Just loving this two in their asianovela Love or bread. wee :) I also love their It started with a Kiss and They kiss again. But i prefer Love or bread because the guy has a different character here compare to the first two novelas. :)

Game : Hehe. Im addicted to this Typing Maniac in facebook. Try it! :) OH look! ive improved my typing :) i`ve rank 4th over my friends hihi.

New Friendster Layout. : i just want to indicate in my banner how much i love that man. I want every one who visits my profile know how much i love my man. hmm If you want to see clearly and lively my banner, visit here : http:\\friendster.com\pepadgreat :)

More addictions to come~! ciao! :)

Long time no blog!

2009-07-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

wooot! its been a long time since i haven`t update my blog. I ain`t busy nor no time for blog. It`s just my internet connection having a problem. Hmp!
Anyways, there are new things in my life one month passed. got new hairstyle! whew. Too bad my mother and the whole family disliked it.. Para daw akong adik.. So they decided to changed my hair style. (Its just a korean hair style but nagmukang adik saken.. :c ) But i insist! They just gimme money to rebond my hair.. weee :) Thanks mother :)
Hmm.. im also in an ON-OFF relationship. My special someone always went here to our house every saturday. Every weekdays we`re OFF, every saturday we`re ON. You know its so complicated! Sometimes i hate it, sometimes i accept it. i love him the most that`s why i can`t let him go. What should i do!
When we`re On, im such a bad girlfriend, but when during weekdays, i did my best just to be the greatest bestfriend ever to him. :( Sometimes i want to let go. But when i say let`s end this and let everybody knows about our situation. He insist not to let me go. I dunno. I`ve read a quote from quotesbox : 1440. I know that he can’t let go of me but it doesn’t mean that he loves me because I can feel that he just can’t because he knows that I am always there when he needed me.

That`s what i feel. So drama. End of the drama ~~ :(

Anyway, a good news ! I`ve finally showed my http:\\exclusively4nanay.tk (exclusively for my mother) to my mother~~ weehee . I know she felt happy! :) But my contrapbida sister says `You just indicated that you love mother and you don`t love father.` It`s not true. Even if i`m not acting the way i love my father, i love him. I love them both but if the time comes i need to choose between my mother and father. I`ll choose mother. :) hehe.

Hmm. I miss blogging. :)

2009-06-16T09:04:00.001-07:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION AGAIN!

too lazy to customize :)

Can't Sleep

2009-06-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

Good morning. well, im currently blogging at the middle of morning and night. I can't sleep. I have a new song stuck on my mind. I am currently listening to it and play it over and over again. It made me fall in love! And missed him. I'm on my senti mode. hihi.
I don't know if where did i fell in love. Was i fell with my man or with the music? What do you think. Well, i will share this song. I know some of you guys know this song. Yeah i know. But this song is highly recommended! *kidding* Anyway, you can hear that song HERE .

Done listening? What do you think? Did you fell in love too? ayyiii :) or felt sad remembered someone? :(
Listening to this song, i remember someone. I miss someone, and i fell in love with someone. puro someone :) . Gawd! where are you! i miss you so much.

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Anyway, forget about it. haha. It's not that special. This time I want to greet my parents. It is their 22nd Anniversary! Happy 22anniversary mother and tatay! :) I'm so blessed i have you as my 'stick-to-one' parents. Even if you always annoys me when you both scold me. I still love you both! mwuah mwuah mwuah. :)

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Wooot. I think my sisters and i attack our camera freakynesss~~ Lalala. Time to post some of the pictureseseses :)

happy anniv mamay and tatay! :) tanda nyo na. :)

a family dinner @ Luk foo. Nakumpleto din family ko:)

How odd. I'm so blur! anyway, whatever. This shot was taken @ elevator. Nagmamadali pa baka may makakita. ^_^

It's been a couple of months since we don't have a family bonding. And hey! of course, a solo camera freak will post here favorite picture of the day. Hihi.

I'm thinking of a nice caption for this pic. What caption do you think? :)

I may burn out like a candle
and I may pass away
I may fall this like a shooting star
my heart will stay
i'll be yours until forever
forever i'll be true
through the promise i'd made
from the day I found you ..
forever you're on my heart
even if we're apart I say
forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you I say
forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you
my love will never fade away even if I die
now I love you until the end of time
even without your smile
so hear me please I beg you
dont walk away I need you
to stay with me and be by my side
take my hand and we'll walk it until
forever i'll be yours,forever i'll love you I say
forever i'll be yours forever i'll be true
my love will never fade away even if I die
now i'll love you until the end of time
even without your smile
so hear please I beg you to stay
..

- lyrics my Song of the day [ Forever, The ambassadors]
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Good. after this entry, i think i have to sleep. it's already morning. hihi. That's all for now peeps :) I miss blogging :) Goodnight people. mwuah :)

♫ Melody

words a girl loves/need

2009-05-04T03:41:00.000-07:00

Girls are demanding. Yes. But not all. There for SOME girls are definitely demanding. That's a ~~human~~woman nature. admit eet! :) SOME girls love to argue with their man, knowing in the end their guy would come to her and say something just to keep her cool. Unfortunately, SOME guys out there are so torpe and shy to say something! what do you think? :) i think so? *laugh*

Here are some words a girl need or love to hear when :

A GUY MADE SOMETHING WRONG:
* "i'm sorry. really sorry." (saying sorry is important, just to lessen the anger)
* "trust me, i wouldn't do it again just to keep you in sight."
* "my baby, talk to me i just want to explain."

A GIRL IS SAD:
* "i'm not just your man, i'm your bestfriend! :P"
* "when you are not smiling, i get so weak.."
* "i'm here for you and i will wait for until you gets okay!"
* "smile smile smile. come on :)"
* "kakagatin ko ang ilong mo ng tuluyan kang umiyak! :) joke! pinapatawa lang kita boss :)"
* "when you're feeling sad, dinadamay mo ako! i can't bare seeing you so sad."

A GIRL WILL LEAVE A GUY FOR NO REASON:

* "all i know is i love you. that's my reason why i want you to stay, now, give me your reason why you are leaving me. "
* "tell me the problem, i would do something to solve it just to make you stay"
* "i need you because i love you, now if you leave me, i don't know what to do. stay! Please? "
* "wag mo ko iwanan. nauna kong mainlab sayo pero nauna kang mafallout..but, i will still wait for you."

WHEN A GUY WANTS A GIRL TO FALL FOR HIM :) (MUSHY WORDS) :

* "don't ask me how much i love you, all i really know is i love you, from here to my mind down to my body and soul up to my heart.."

* "i'm so jealous in everything you do and everyone you talk, but i trust you. You love me, that's why they're supposed to be jealous, not me."

* "it's you who i always think of, i always adore, i always care of, i always looking for you. i'm so inlove with you!"

* "my love for you didn't even change. if you think my love has changed, yes, it changed. a lot. i can't help it but to fell inlove with you again and again everyday."

* "it's you. i dreamed of to be my wife.."

* "i will stay with you forever. i will court you forever. just to make you mine forever. you're my princess.."

* "goodnight baby, the time you wake up, i'm still inlove with you.."

* "you are really different from others. that's why i'm going crazy over you.."

* "you make me love you even if i'm just thinking of you.."

* "you're really beautiful.."

* "you are the reason for all the things i love to do..you are my everything.."

TAGALOG VERSIONS:

* "mahal na mahal kita, kung hindi man ikaw naging first love ko, ikaw yun last.."
* "akin ka lang.."

* "pag gising mo bukas, mahal pa rin kita.."

So maarte/ mushy right? so mushy. But that's the reality. SOME girls really need / love to hear these words just to touch our heart. I dunno to other girls if they want to hear something from their man. Iba iba naman kase ang girls eh :) diba? :) Anyway, just got post my kaartehan. Hehe..

lyrics and video

2009-04-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

wii! i always hear this song again and again. And i found the lyrics and melody cute and sweet. I know some of you guys know about this song! It's cute right?

Anyways, imma post its lyrics and video :) *wink*

And one thing, i've ~~steal~~ copy paste this code form lyricsmode. Sankyuu lyricsmode! ~~~

Site of the month for May

2009-04-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

Sis Yesha just inform me about the SOTM. And i didn't even expect that i'm one of those contestant (hehe). i thought sis yesha didn't approve my form when i've join eh? :) hehe .

Nothing special, first contest ever to join. please anyone vote for me? pretty please? :)

Just go to http://sweetposh.com and ~~click~~ check my name [melody]. (Voting area is on the sidebar :)). and submit.

i just want my site to be the the SOTM for may, because May is my birth month.. yii :) . I'll be very happy if you will vote for me.. please?.

thanks thanks thanks. mwuah mwuah mwuah. :)

♥♥Melody

For my Couzbest

2009-04-18T01:32:00.000-07:00

Just got envy! lol. My cousin just graduate today.
~~Envy!~~ I'm happy for her but, i can't help it. Kaingget! hehe.

Anyway, the reason why i get envy whenever i have relatives that are graduating, my parents, for sure would always compare me to them. Although we're cousins, we are different. They are bright and intelligent, while me NO. They are industrious and studying very hard, while me NOT.

Calling my cousin! My note to you! mwuah!

HAPPY GRADUATION PINSAN DAINE!

I'm happy for you, i know there's a good future waiting for you and i hope you wouldn't change. Stay humble as you are. I really miss you my Cousbez. And hey! what are you waiting for? Mag bar na tayong CHEROMECAH! diba, lilibre mo kame! :)

Done in my drama! Just want to greet my cousin here specially. I really miss her. ^^,

Summer Class

2009-04-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

Errr. At last at last. Im done enrolling my summer class! Been into long a process of enrolling. Ang ineeet!

~~

Summer na summer. Mainit.

everywhere i go, its effin hot. And now what? I'll leave home everyday for the sake of studying. Yeah yeah yeah. How many years na kong nagaaral. Almost 14 years of studying. After studying, ano ba patutunguhan?. Not sure if its a good or not bad future waiting for me. But as what other always tell me. Think Positive. daw.

Oh my badness. Nakakasawa na magaral.

Attending summer class is not in my plans neither on my desire's list. It's my mother's command. *sigh*

"Badtrip summer na summer, magaaral pa. Sana yun pinangtuition niyo sakin pinangswimming nalang naten."
Sinabi ko.. sa sarili ko. Ofcourse i can't tell this to my mother personally.What can i do? Anak lang eh.

But i didn't even regret enrolling, there are two good things if i attend summer.
Good thing is i have my money! (so that i can go to the Pulp Summer Slam! wooohoo!
Next to it is, i'll be keeping in touch with my buddies. I miss my buddies so much.

Bad thing. It's a fcuking shame! Everybody would see you in your school uniforms automatically, first thing in their mind, you are "bagsak". *sigh*

Anyway, like others usually says "That's life".

Yeah yeah yeah. This is life. Acceptance. ~~ Yes, accept everything. Summer class is not a big thing, anyways. Right? ~~~

♥♥Melody

My mentor

2009-04-14T01:37:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, April 6. After attending the sunday mass, my youngest sister saw my favorite teacher during elementary. Until now, he's still my favorite teacher.

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Suddenly, my mother said :
"Yun yun katangi tanging titser na nagtiwala kay melody eh.. haha"

That day, being out of place with my family and previously disappointed, i simply uttered;

"Buti nga yun titser ko na yun, nagtiwala sakin kesa naman sa nanay ko mismo.."

Then my mother hit me in my cheeks, "Gaga! walang tiwala ka dyan!" Then i didn't say anything against her. I know deep inside i hitted her heart when i told her that. I kept quiet instead.

-- Okay. okay.

Back to my favorite teacher, Mansala. The famous and funniest science teacher during my elementary days, would always be my favorite teacher of all times. And of course, i wouldn't ever forget this man. He was my very first favorite teacher and the one who first to trust my knowledge and abililty.

As far as i can remember:

Mr. Mansala: Melody, ikaw yun lalaban sa science ha?
Melody: (Answered unseriously) Oho. I answered unrespectful but he didn't even bother. I have mixed emotion that time. I'm happy because i'm the chosen one. Next, i'm nervous because it's my first time to join a 'brain' contest.

That day, when i arrived home, i told it to my mother and she laughed. She thinks i'm joking and making fun. She doesn't believe me at all. And it reached to the point my mother called my teacher just to confirm if i'm telling a truth. Oh diba, walang tiwala and mother ko? Kaloka.

....

Anyway, i do really miss my teacher. To describe him, he's one of a kind. best teacher for me. I've learned different lessons from him.He's not not just an ordinary science teacher but also a mentor. I've remembered after the 'laban' i've come to him sad and wasted. It feels like he made a mistake for choosing me as the representative of our section. It's a shame on him being the famous teacher that his representative didn't even bring the 3rd place.

I hugged at him. Then he said : "Okay lang yan! Bakit ka ba umiiyak?" Para kasing ako yun nahihiya para sa kanya eh.. My barkada were all laughing na nga eh, kinakantsawan ako.. hehe

But i wan't to say sorry to my teacher but i think i hadn't. If i have to choose my 2nd father, i don't hesitate to choose this MR. Mansala. When we crossed our ways, i hope, he still know me and didn't forget me. It's been an 8 years since he's not my teacher and mentor anymore. I do miss him. Oh by the way, another thing, when he's mad either angry, he got red. They say, pinaglihi kase sa mansanas! I really miss you sir!

♥♥Melody

A woman

2009-04-11T02:43:00.000-07:00

My bff once text this quote to me. And I kept on reading this quote.

Kurt Cobain of Nirvana once said:

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry because GOD counts her tears. Every tear a woman shed is equivalent to man's sacrifices in life. The woman came from a man's rib, not on his feet to be stepped on, not on his head to be superior, but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near to his heart to be loved.."

Just want to share to the girls out there and to the man who are careless when it comes to a girl..

♥♥Melody

Konti nalang

2009-04-09T03:02:00.000-07:00

I'LL BE BACK SOON.
I'M IN A BUSY
MODE.

IT'S DOWN

2009-04-04T00:44:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG IS DOWN.

STILL FIXING.

SOTM APRIL

2009-04-02T23:29:00.001-07:00

Okay, so imma post this entry about the contest i'm currently joining. Actually its my first time to join a blog contest.

SOTM for APRIL is now OPEN!!!!

I hope you, my blobbers, my friends would help me win this contest to be the Site Of The Month and to have the chance to advertise my blog on http://sweetposh.com

Please do hit this and vote for me? Pretty please.

I just want to gain some extra curricular activities and improve my blog.

Here are the prizes i might get if ever i won the contest:

PRIZES:

a banner that you can put on your site stating you are the SOTM winner for the said month.

a free 1 month advertising on SWEETPOSH

the best part: a special gift from her….

♥♥Melody

Graduation

2009-03-31T21:50:00.000-07:00

wheew! it's graduation month. I'm very happy for those students who will graduate and just graduated. Envy! *sighs*

Next year, i'm supposed to graduate. But since i'm very irregular student.. Oh! i might be an octoberian<. No!! I can't tell it to my sister, mostly to my mother. I know they would get mad at me. That's for sure. My mother is a cum laude during her college days, my older sister who just graduated last year is a dean's Lister for consecutive semesters. And my youngest sister, graduated with a valedictorian award. I'm so proud of them. *sighs*

How about me, i will graduate as an octoberian due to failed subjects, dropped subjects, left units. I'm really different from my two sisters. Somehow, i'm finding my way to be like them but i think it's too late. I have bad grades. I'm not friends with that so called studies. I'm very lazy when it comes to study. Yes, i know it's very important. That's why i realized everything i want to study as well as my sister and mother. I want to be like them.

Okay okay, i wouldn't rant anymore. It's my own fault anyway. I just want to congratulate my friends and cousins who graduated. I'm very happy for them

These are my closest cousins. And you know what they graduated in the same year but different levels : MY cousbest Daine = college graduate, Diane = highschool graduate, Gerald = Elementary graduate (it's coll right) They are sisters. Their graduation happened in the same year. Very happy for this cousins.
Insan She2x ! yes , pretty nurse to be. who just graduate from san beda college, i want to congratulate you! .. regards to your family! i miss you insan! ^^,
My best friend Ralfy! weee . i'm happy for you bestfriend. although i know you can't read this, because you are so lazy when it comes to blog. haha!

I hope makagraduate na din ako.

♥♥ Melody

Commercial Ads

2009-03-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

haha, all readers out there. I prefer using computer rather than television. I very rare watch television, If ever i'm watching and it's commercial, i don't pay attention to it.

But due to boredom one night and couldn't use computer, i've watched one TV station from morning up to late night. And oh my, haha there are many commercial advertisements that made me so laugh.

I'll post them rankly.

THOSE VERY LOL AD :

1 . The 'Now you know'

2. 'KAYO NANAMAN'

THE KAKILIG ADS :

1. First Love

2. The 'SORRY NA!"

Haha. i know you guys already saw these ads dati pa. i'm really huli na sa balita. hehe.

More Ads to post..

==

to be continued..

♥♥ Melody

I miss them

2009-03-23T04:50:00.001-07:00

okay,since i'm such a stupid wasting my time with the wrong one. I made a list who i really miss.

~ my G.R.S. i miss hangin' out with them so much. I never neglected them. He just don't allow me every time we have our reunion. Elmer, moi bestfriend. Frank, Errick, Sharon, Abhie, Mariel, Jinggoy, Gerald, Arzie, Ralfy, Stephanie, PJ, Tongol. in short the whole GRS.

~ my college batchmates. Since i'm irregular, i don't have that time to be with them always, i really miss my bestfriend, Jonabelle, Shirley, Jomar[unggoy], Joca, Alyzza, Chellai and Jen.

~ my ate. We don't talk to each other since we have a fight almost two months ago.(not sure). We're sleeping in one room, living in the same house. But were not talking.

~ My online buddies. My ftalkers! My besplend mabel. Bro Jesse, Guile, Schiffer,my bunso eney, maye, rio, tinay, faith and raph.

~ My 2nd year cutting, kutiks girlfriends!. My bestfriend Joan who is super busy. Heypreal, another bestfriend. We always plan to meet each other but to busy scheds, we end up texting 'nextym nalang!'

Nothing special. I simply miss them.

♥♥Melody

Ultimate Crushes! ^^,

2009-03-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, i'm looking for new boyfriend. Haha kidding.
And ithink there are lots of cute and gorgeous guys out there! Oh yeah! But of course there is still one person both on my mind and heart. But, this time, i want you to meet my ultimate crushes! ahehe.

Okay, i made a list of my top 3 super ultimate crushes.

Here they are :

The first ultimate crush : it's Jake Cuenca. I lurve watching him at Tayong Dalawa TV Series. Not only he's gorgeous and hot, but he act so well and natural. I super duper crush him. I loev this David Garcia Jr. Rather than his Bok! hehe

Next to the first, is John LLyod Cruz. I know! He's chubby but he still look pogi! He's also a good actor and i've heard aside from being a good looking and good actor, he is also kid at heart and has a good manner. And hindi mapili sa babae. How Lucky his Girlfriend! Envy! :(

The last one, is Jay Aquitania! I super love him before but now, it is Jake on my top list. During hindi pa sya gaanong sikat, I commented him on his friendster and guess what! he replied! Yes. Not short not long yun comment nya. atleast. haha. I've been noticed by him! Very old na yun comment.

They're just three. The top 3 cute and hotties in my eyes! hehe. They are my hmm. my Boyfriend. haha! Dreamboyfriend pala! ^^,

♥♥Melody

i'm a single lady

2009-03-22T19:56:00.000-07:00

I've been a single lady for almost a week. Yeah! I survived!

It's definitely not happy, but not bad at all. I'm starting to move on with my life. Yes, we broke up. But it's not yet the end of my life and absolutely not the end of the world. I've realized everything recently. That I'm afraid losing him just because I'm afraid my parents would get mad not at him but at me. Why? Of course, for choosing who would leave me hangin', who will not stay until my dying day. I'm afraid they might blame everything to me. Parang yung iniwan na nga ko and then ako pa yun sisisihin na nagmadali kasi ako magboyfriend. Anyway, the second reason, of course I'm afraid losing him because i love him. I love him so. Tomorrow would be my father's birthday and of course, inaasahan ng parents ko ang arrival of my boyfriend. Well, our plan is let's pretend we're still together. So ouch diba? Kunwari nalang.

I've also realized one thing, that he might be happier when I'm not around. He can do anything. What can i do? of course, to feel happy for him. Mahal ko eh.

Everything's gonna be alright. I've told him that. I want him to set me free but he did nothing. It feels like, hindi niya pa ko iseset free because he can't find someone yet in place of me. Parang ganun. When I'm telling him that i can move on, he always get mad. Hais. Ewan ko sayo. He didn't even change but when i say i will totally leave him for the good of us. Ayaw niya.

But in my part, i admit, i really can't move on yet. It is still hurting. Oh no, poor melody. still stupid. still can't go over. A totally asinine girl. Now, I'm facing this biggest issue of my life. Love life! hehehe..

1. Move on is a must!
2. Don't pay attentions to what other people will say.
3. Forget about every single memories and moments we've share.

That's all! Three steps only to get over! Yeah. I know i can do it. Sabi nga nila "kaya mo yan! kaw pa!" Well, thanks to those people who says, "I'm here for you!" I'm so touched.

But there lots of things rolling on my mind but that's now NOTHING. Now, I'm searching for new friends because i've lost my friends when i've chosen him when he let me choose.

Ako o Kaibigan mo?

Of course, I've chose him. Now, i'm nothing, i left all of my friends because of choosing someone who i thought will stay FOREVER. But i'm happy with some of my classmates and myself. Being alone makes me closer to myself.

I'm starting to like this. BEING ALONE. To know myself more and to have some time for myself and to everything around me. AT LEAST, I'm not WASTING my time anymore! ^^,

Aja melody, Aja! ^^, I can do it!

♥♥Melody

Repost: Thank you!

2009-03-22T04:11:00.000-07:00

Ohh! I can't help it, but to post again this premium gift of my friend.Weew. I always want to see this every time i visit my blog. Just want to share this gift from my brother Kuya Jesse,

And to thank my friend. I really love fireworks, forever! ^^, THANKS SO much to my brother. This made me feel better =)

♥♥Melody

I Support Faith!

2009-03-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

My first time to post about contest.well, i just want to help her win at Bhabiejhoice-xoxo 1st contest!
Ipost ko daw. Well, as my syota, i support her no matter what! ewan ko ba dyan sa syota kong yan! =)

Ofcourse I will, just for my xot's Faith!

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Support Faith!Repost this blog entry!Let's help her win!

♥♥Melody

This facts are true!

2009-03-08T19:18:00.002-07:00

Girl Facts--

when a girl is mean to you after a break-up

she wants you back but she is too

scared she'll get hurt and knows

you're gone forever!

when you catch a girl glancing at you,

she wants you to look back

and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm,

while walking with you

she wants

you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug

she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart

she still feels it when

you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,

millions of things are running through her

mind..

When a girl is not arguing,

she is thinking deeply,,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of

questions,

she is wondering how long you will be

around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a

few seconds,

SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL

When a girl stares at you,

she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,

she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live

without you,

she has made up her mind that you are

her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"

no one in this world can miss you more

than that

Guy Facts---

When a guy calls you,

he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,

He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,

He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few

minutes

he means it

When a guy stares at you,

he wishes you would care about him and

wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's

chest,

he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday,

he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,

he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,

he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"

he misses you more than you could have

ever missed him or anything else

♥♥ Melody

Why Fear God?

2009-02-27T21:36:00.000-08:00

I fear God.

Yes, this is true. It's what our 'katekista' always told us during elementary. I realized, i should disagree of their teachings to fear God. Fear God and Love God has a big big differences.

Recently, when looking at nowhere and thinking nothing, i realized something.

Why fear God?

In the first place, God love us and he didn't even scare us. Unfortunately, some 'katekistas' mistakenly thought us fear God instead of Love God.

Here is the famous and mistakenly teaching of some elderly (i'm not referring to 'katekistas' but to everyone who often say this words). Mostly, the old ones often told this to children. It's a wrong wrong.

~~ "Kapag nakagawa ka ng kasalanan, lagot ka kay Papa Jesus"

Obviously, it's not right to tell a children 'lagot ka kay Papa Jesus'. When you say this to a child, first thing he will learn is to fear God.

Nothing special i just want to clear things out. Instead of saying Fear God, say Love God! because God loves you! right? =)

♥♥ Melody

Decide who i want to Fail the subject

2009-02-26T17:55:00.000-08:00

Sleepless nights. No, it's not my man who did not let me sleep. It's my conscience talking to me. I'm nervous about this crucial situation and i need the f*cking decision as soon as possible.

I am facing this huge problem.

Question is, Must i be selfish or help back to the one who help me?

Cheating. what can i do. it's a student nature. And i am a student. Yes, i commit cheating. but not only me, almost all students in our section.

Well, it happened during midterm week, Tuesday.
It's a hands-on examination (because we're in the computer laboratory).
It's a programming subject.
And it's a sort of hard programming.

I think there are only six classmate who done the program. After several minutes, almost everyone done in program. Obviously, we cheat. There's a leakage. I got the yellow paper wherein i ask my classmate to copy the code. He write down the codes it and gave it to me. Then my seatmate, also gave me a paper she got from other classmate. Of course, two papers of 'kodiko', is in my hand. After copying the codes, my professor checked our works. All of us finished the exam! Yehey!

I thought there's no problem anymore. But hey!

The next meeting, we met our professor and he was f*cking angry at us! He says that 'Whoever tells me they finished the program without the help of papers and other cheating devices, stand up!' I was about to stand but i felt guilty. Half of the class stand up and the rest who were sitting, admit they'd cheat.

I stay sitting.

The classmates who stood up, allow my professor to get out of the laboratory. And us, he told us without hesitation and bravely 'You will all got 5! (Singko!) The fail grade. Our option just to survive and for him to eliminate our surely final grade which is "Singko!" Is to tell him who is the promotor of scattering the three papers with codes. Accidentally, i told to my seatmate where the paper came from. From my classmate in other subject who is kind to me. And this seatmate told it to my professor.

Now the option, just give the name of the promotor and then we all survive. My classmate needs to pass the subject for him to graduate next year. Of course, i need the same way. We're both need to pass. But since my professor know where the paper in me came from and my classmate will surely got the failed grade.

My point is, it's unfair, The cheater supposed to got singko not the one who help the cheater. In my part, my conscience is talking to me everyday, every hour, every minute. Knowing that the one who helped me will got the failed grade. Of course it's really unfair. But i need to choose. Being a selfish or just give up?

I cannot resist to fail this subject. I't sthe most important subject in our course.

I really dont know what to do. Pag tinitignan ko nga yun paper na binigay ng classmate ko, i can't help it but to feel sorry.

♥♥ Melody

Forget about me!

2009-02-16T06:44:00.000-08:00

I kinda need to post this song lyrics here. I don't know, i'm not into RnB but when i heard this song, i started to like it. SO much.

I play this song again and again. I can't go over with this song. Anyway, i'll just post the lyrics and i know, some of you guys know this song . I dunno, really love this song! =p

I will put quote and unquote the lines i love. here it goes :

"You said it wasn't gonna be like it was before
Then it happened again"
pushing me back out the door
Thought it would be For real this time
Love me forget About the signs
"So now what do I do now, that I know
That we're through"

"Wish that I could move on
Can't let go it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be
"Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face"
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

"Why don't you love meThe way I loved you?"
It feels so crazy cause
"I dunno what I did to you"
"If you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly"
"Cause I'm tired of cryin'"
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby Forget about me

Too late, sorryI didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby I don't understand
"Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more"
I would've given you
The world right in the palm of your hand

"Boy My heart was true
And that you can't deny"
Don't be a fool and walk away
From all the lies
"It's up to you
Cause heaven knows I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love"

Forget about me
"I really loved you."

♥♥ Melody

melody meets friends : Random Friends!

2009-02-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

They say Friends are everywhere, yes it's true. Everyone have their friend, even freaks and non-groupers.

There are many kinds of friends we encouonter. The famous are, the True friends and of course the fake friends.

Whenever i need to answer a question in a slum book during elementary and high school, i always flipped the pages and copy the answer of others. I don't know! I'm just an innocent, when i say friends, it's them who i can cope with and laugh with. But i did myself wrong. Friends are more than that. Friends are..

Errrr. Lots of introduction.

18 years of living in this so called earth , of course, i am a human. I have friends! And i do encounter different kinds of friend. Perhaps i have many friends but half of it are true and the rest are fake? No! they are not fake, maybe we're not that close enough to know each other well. Maybe, i call them acquaintance =p

We'll let me introduce you my friends since birth up to now .. take a look at our pictures i stole in their accounts =p

First, my 'CHEROMECAH!' yes. that's how they call us. CheRoMeCah. From (CHErryl , ROldan , MElody , CAHrol) They are my bestfriends. Since birth until now. I can tell so that they are my best of best of best-est friend.

Yes. They are my Cheromecah! Sorry if this pics are fugly! we're drunken that time.

But of course, cousins can be your friends too. I want you to meet my cousins that i call 'friends'. Here they are! meet my cousins!

The first picture is my sisters. They are both close to me. Basically, we are all girls! That's why we are close to each other. The second picture, taken 9 months ago. I am with my cousins. The best cousins.

Back in my High school friends! of course, i wouldn't forget to include them. This friends are always there for me although i'm with them rarely because i'm too busy. Of course we don't forget each other! They are the one who help me a lot and build me? errr. anyway, I'd just pick the best pictures.

The first picture is my G.R.S. my fourth year peeps. GRS have different meanings the latest meaning of it is 'God Righteous Society'. The second one, i'm with my friends with their classmates from OLFU. I found new acquaintances! The third picture, is my bestfriends during 2nd year high school. We rarely meet now due to busyness. But i know this friends are always keeping in touch! They are my true friends.

The College Friends. This time, i'm not a groupist person anymore. Because i spent most of my time to one person. I'm not a groupist but i have my friends around the campus, although we meet rarely due to different schedules.

1. The boys, im with them for three years and blockmates, they are my friends ;
2. The boys again, taken at the field while waiting for the next class;
3. My original girlfriends. I have different schedule with them that's why im with them rarely; But although we don't meet each other all the time, i know they are still my friends. Because they are TRUE friends.
4. The orgmates and the great teasers. :)
5. My friends. unfortunately, all of them transfer in other schools! I really miss them.

Okay, i'm not yet finish to introduce to you my beloved friends. Now, lets move on to my online buddies who i met through forums and sites. Even we haven't saw each others yet, they are really close to my heart. Here are my so called buddies!

Yes, this five pretty girls are my online girlfriends. Online buddies but i share different stories with. And they're names if you wanna know , 1. Faith 2. Kristina 3. Maye 4. Mabel! 5. Eney bunso. They're pretty, right? :p

Next, i call them friends even we didn't see each other everyday, they are still my friends and i can talk to them seriously.

I know know know! Both of them will react about their place. No, i'm not making a love team. Actually, they don't know each other. Accidentally, they're just two who i can talk to when i need them. :)

The special mentions! The best of friends! All of them are my friendships, but this people i will introduce are my best-est friends! They are the people who i trust the most when it comes to personal problems and of course they are the closest to my heart .

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1. Abhie and Hazel - yes, this pretty girls are my best friends when it comes to make-ups! kidding. Seriously, this girls are always there for me whenever i need a help from a girl and when it comes to girl problems;

2. Sharon and Errick - Yes, this lady and man are couple. These two human are close to me. Of course i'm also there for them whenever they needed some 'couple advice!' :p They are brothers and sisters to me;

3. This two cute men are my best friends too. Yes, my friends when im in a happy-go-lucky mode. and of course this two are like my brothers whenever i have huge problems, i know i can lean on them . :)

4. Ralphy and Sheilah - my first bestfriends during highschool. These two are the quite bestfriends. Not talkative but you know you can count on.

5. Jhobel and Maricris - These two are my college bestfriends. They don't know each other. But they have the same personalities. They are both maldita that's why we're bestfriends! We have lots of similarities :p i call them 'Jobelitah!' and 'maricris flirt' .Peace girls! :p

6. April and Hannah - They are not my best friends, they are my sisters! We've been best friends since highschool. Now, we rarely meet each other but we keep in touch that's why our best friendship did not die. :) I miss this two sisters!

Next, this last person who knows everything about me, is my best friend and ka-tropa, classmate. Yes, this man is my bestfriend who knows every single details about me .

Yes, we are really close. :p

Finally, im done introducing you my friends. I did not put all of my friends pictures here due to random reasons. Actually, this is not yet finish, because im still discovering new friends out there. Maybe i have hundreds of friends everywhere. And counting..

Now, if someone would ask me ' what is a friend?'. I would simply answer. 'Friends are family but remember, friend is a person . try to analyze..' That's it! and Oh! by the way, Friends? :)

♥♥ Melody

U.P. Fair 2009

2009-02-13T21:06:00.000-08:00

"guys! you're making a history!" said the MC of the show LoveRage at Sunken Garden, University of the Philippines.

It's not my first time to attend concert, but this concert is extremely masaya!

There are lots of bouncer that others can't enjoy slamming each other. But about 10 o'clock pm, bouncer can't do anything to stop the is-laman. Others don't enjoy this action called islaman, But me, i don't know, whenever i watch concerts everywhere, it's the slaman i'm waiting for.

11:59 p.m. everyone's shouting 10! 9! 8!7! 6! 5! 4! 3! 2! oooone! . - a countdown for the valentines day. After a countdown, here comes the fireworks! yeah! everyone are looking at the sky. Then the bamboo band start performing. Pungkoys [punks] are slamming each other, me wants to join them but my man, didn't allow me! soooooo kill joy! But i joined slaman only a short time. Yeah!

There are lots of people outside that wants to go inside, others are destroying the yeros just to enter. The student council was about to stop the show. Oh men! Eventually, police came. Oh yeah! Tuloy ang rakrakan. After Bamboo band performed, they gave us time to rest and eat but, it's past 1 o'clock! There' s no band performing. Yun iba nga umuuwi na eh kaya kami din!

~~Im with my prince, we celebrated exactly 12:00 a.m. under the fireworks ^^,
~~I salute Giniling Festival [band]
~~ Hilera and Bamboo Band
~~ The Punkoys and emongs beside us
~~ The kill joys
~~ The lugaw (plain!)
~~ The Fair factors following the snatchers

♥♥ Melody

melody meets Place : Baguio

2009-02-08T17:58:00.000-08:00

Since I have my province, but i haven't been there yet and i am living in a city, I longed for provinces. That's why I'm a road tripper, a traveler. A girl who wants to travel different provinces. Not all over the world, but all over the Philippines is enough.

Ive been in different provinces, but the province caught my attention is Baguio. The ambiance of this place is quite amazing, with lots of scenery and parks. Plus, the weather.

Baguio. -----------

Yeah! I'm already a human. I've been there! My dream place to visit is Baguio. Honestly, I want to live there.

While traveling in Baguio, i saw huge rocks. The water came from the rock. It looks like little falls. I saw fogs everywhere, i can't tell so if it is a smog. The place is clean and neat unlike in the cities, you will saw garbage scattered everywhere.

WE reach the mountain we saw lately when we're in the La Union, it's Baguio. It feels like I almost touch the clouds.

I'm losing my words. . HA HA! I'll just leave this pics :

At Minesview, one of the famous parks in Baguio. Because my parents are not kill joys, we dressed up like an igorots!

At Burnham Park, also a famous Park in Baguio, we road a bangka. My ate[blue] is sitting pretty, while ME. [Look! how nice is my face.]

At Minesview again, We took pictures with a dog.

At the Mansion. Too bad, we can not go further.

At the Botannical Garden, we tripped on this statue. ^^,

Why travel in different countries to saw different scenery? "Tara na! Byahe tayo! Nang ating makita ang ganda ng Pilipinas."

♥♥ Melody

melody meets God : I haven't see you but..

2009-02-08T00:43:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU.

i’ve seen many portraits of Jesus before. But last night, when i was about to sleep and i was thinking of my personal problem. I did not even pray. Instead, i talk to him sincerely. I know i can’t hide anything from him. I don’t hesitate to ask him. Why am i encountering such emptiness from my family. Am i the only one who’s suffering the same way?

I shut my eyes while thinking of him. I can feel his embrace and his breathe towards me. It feels like he let me realize everything. I am not alone. Suffering is not the exact term. I have my love ones who supports me all the way. I’m just the one who says they don’t love me and pushing myself away from them. In fact, i am not suffering at all. I am still happy. still happy.In a day, I know i’m not completely sad and wasted. I just don’t look for the happier side. I prefer thinking of my woes!
…….

Am i dreaming and sleeping? No. My mind is wide awake keep talking for God. I seek for him, his there. I know he loves me and unlike any others, i know he will not leave me.

I woke up exactly 3:00 a.m. I fell asleep thinking of him, Which i don’t usually think. I know him, but I rarely think of him. I was about to sleep when i see our altar. I look at him closely, he’s looking at me too!

I haven’t seen God yet. But I love him. I want to know how kind he is personally.

♥♥ Melody

so called melody : about me

2009-02-08T00:37:00.000-08:00

yeah, again and again. whenever, i have to tell something about me, i realized i really don’t know who really i am. All i knew is i am melody, living in my own world, having with lots of regular hopes and regular dream. A girl having her own vocabulary. haha!

First off, i’m a shy type girl, but it’s ok! at least i am not shameless. I’m a bit serious and quiet when i’m not in the mood, that sometimes i realized i already putted someone on a shame( but hey! that’s life). But when im okay, yeah! i’m a bit naughty and teaser.

I’m easy to talk to and oh, a good listener. I’m a true friend. They say i’m very friendly. i knew it! ahhaa.

I love playing dance maniax 2nd mix, hates math. I love hanging around, ido whatever i can do.

Violet, purple and lavender are my colors. Green and black are close to my heart.

I like headbands. whenever i see good-looking headbands, i don’t hesitate to buy it.

I hate someone wearing themselves a big wide grin and a nice smile infront of me, then at my back, throwing negative gossips about me. For sure they are the insecures. Well, i don’t care with their lame shameful act.

i am a student at the University of the East, Philippines. Taking up BS information Technology.

♥♥ Melody

melody at her diary : last day of january

2009-02-08T00:35:00.000-08:00

If you’re going to ask me : “how’s life?”. Maybe i’ll just keep quiet and be pissed. Of course everybody would say ‘Im okay!’. But not me. Life good, but i’m not feeling good even nice or happy today.

Nothing happened today, and it’s kinda boring.
Family Part : Im still confuse and feeling out place when im at my so called ‘home’. No one scolded me today, neither my mother , father and sister. That’s why i hate being at home, nothing happens, im with them but, you know, feels like were far from each other. However, they’re still my family, i need to cope with them. But 18 years of living in the same house, i still dont know them at all. We’re eating at the same time watching tv at the same time, no one talks, no one laugh. It feels like i’m looking for family who i can cope easily and make friends easily. It doesnt mean, i don’t like them. The truth is I love them, i just can be with them.

About My so called Prince — i miss you. ALOT. i dont have any idea if he’s okay, what happened to him. We didn’t even text each other.

Due to boredom, here i am updating and updating my blog. and spamming! wahehe

♥♥ Melody

so called melody: That's not my name!

2009-02-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

“Why is your name Melody?” — since elementary up to college, i have been questioned like this many times. Same questions, and same answer : “Why don’t you ask my parents..”

Is there something wrong in with my name? It’s not uncommon at all, neither unique. It’s common. If you will type in Melody May in google, yahoo, or any search engines there. You will find people with the same name. Why ask me the question ‘Why melody is your name? blah blah blah.’

Ive grown up living with many nicknames. Some sounds good and the rest sounds so weird. People around me - my classmates, schoolmates (but not friends) call me, melody. That is my real name.

While my friends, close friends and bestfriends, call me Lhod. This is not my family grown up nickname, my classmate Eunice(2nd year highschool) first to call me that nickname. From highschool up to know, they call me Lhod. As what i have said, that is not my grown up nickname.

“Milo!” read as meeloh. Others mistakenly pronounce that as ‘Maylo‘. and it sounds weird. That’s why i did not let anyone call me that, but when it comes to my family, it doesn’t annoy me anymore hearing that mabaho nickname. hehe..

MM . yeah, my mother told me, at first she wants this to be my nickname. The first two initial of my name. Melody May. But infortunately, a relative first call me Milo. Well, if that would be my nickname, it’s not mabaho nickname anymore. This became my nickname when i was only infant. haha!

“Pepang!” Yeah, you read it right. it is pepang. My naughty teaser friends would call me this rather than Lhod. it sounds weird and oldies, but they enjoy calling me and it’s cool. Maybe they have seen my friendster account named Pepang Kilabot. Actually, pepang kilabot derived from Pepepng kilabot. A username of my crush on his account. Eventually, i got this idea to imitate his name!. But i changed Pepe to Pepang. Oooops! im sorry. haha

And my online Buddies usually call me ‘Emlodee’. The story behind it, it’s melody still. But ive just flipped the first two letters of my name then changed ‘y’ from double ‘e’ .

“Why is your name Melody?” Whatever. My real name is Melody May Lafue Nanca. My mother just told me Melody– because both my mother and father are musically inclined; May — i was born in the month of may. That’s why this is my name.

Your name please! =]

♥♥ Melody

melody meets life : envy!

2009-02-08T00:28:00.001-08:00

aun.. after an hour natapos din un graduation day ni ate.. di dapat ako sama kse mgkaaway kme..kso c tatay ko pinagalitan pa ko.. ayun sumama nlng ako.. nung andun na mejo di ko sya makausap kso ngbago din kse inasikaso ku sya .. alamu un khit glit kme andun pa din un “kapatid ko..graduate na..” so parang ok na ko di na ko glit skanya..

aun nung andun na sila pumunta muna ko ng mall pra bilhan ng gift man lng.. and nung tpos na.. around 10 na ata natapos..ng gabi huh.. nung pumunt n sya samn..ngpicture2 kme..naiiyak nga ku..kse naalala ko ung grad ko nung high school..kamiss ung barkada ko.. parang ako din naaalala ko panu na ko gragraduate neto heheh..

aun mejo kapagud.. feeeling ko graduate n din ako.. hahah..kaingget grumaduate heheh..

♥♥ Melody

Melody meets God: Inspiring =]

2009-02-08T00:25:00.001-08:00

Prof: have you already seen GOD?

student: no. i haven’t sir.

professor: then there is no God.

student: sir may i ask you a question? have you already seen your brain?

prof: no.

student: (to the whole class)my dear classmates! uwi na tayo! wala naman palang utak si sir e!

♥♥ Melody

Melody meets God: Inspiring =]

2009-02-08T00:25:00.000-08:00

Prof: have you already seen GOD?

student: no. i haven’t sir.

professor: then there is no God.

student: sir may i ask you a question? have you already seen your brain?

prof: no.

student: (to the whole class) my dear classmates! uwi na tayo! wala naman palang utak si sir e!

Melody meets Life : I am now a lady!

2009-02-07T23:54:00.000-08:00

mii debut..

atlast! I am a lady. With the help of my parents, friends out there. Oh i will never forget including him[special someone], myself who helped myself.. hehe. and lastly, the most special guy in my life, God..

yeah. . i didn't expect this day to be a totally happy. Actually happy? I can't find the exact word to describe the day. How about the opposite of melancholic? he he.. yeah that’s what I've felt that day..

May 24, 2008.its not my real birthday.

THE WEEK: All of us were busy preparing.. From venues, invitations, foods and programs. HMM, honestly, it's not totally formal. Because i don't like formalities. I like my debut party would be simple as it can be. A simple occassion with my friends and love ones.

THE DAY: yeah! this is the day. Although im the birthday celebrant, i did not treat myself very speial. I still help cooking the foods. he he. Not that much..

4:30 SUMTHING: yeah.. The time the will go here is around 4:00 p.m., because we're far from the venue. It's 4:30 they've arrived. There's no service yet to go to the venue. *Shy shy shy*

We left home around 6:30 or 7 pm. In the invitation, my party will start at exact 6:00 p.m. But now, look it's past 6:00pm we just left home. musta naman diba?

8:30 or SUMTNG: nsa bulacan na kami nasa venue na.. waaah.. aberya nanaman! its raining men! i thought di tumalab un pagaalay ko ng good weather sa altar kamina.. hehe.. and den.. maya2 nung magiistart na.. ok! na .. heh..

FORMAL PARTY: woootz! =] *looking that jeans with the boots of my pearl.. yeah!* low low low.. i always hear that song playing. and saw everyone parang escited pa kesa sakin.. awww natattz aku! yeah! .. nung andun na nung nagentrance ako.. my escort that time is my father.. then sent me to my real escort [abeth] .. woootz.. formal tlaga lahat ah.. hehe.. i admired everyone / so formal. un mga guy friends which i thought di naman maglolongsleeve.. yeah! anganda tignan ng lahat.. i didnt act myself na very important person hehe.. ako pa rin un..

ala nagbago.. unlike others na porket birthday eh papansin.. nyahaha. hate it.. after 18 roses, dinner time, 18 gifts, 18 candles and 18 wines.. picture taking.. *kelan ba autograph signing..?* hahah.. said ng kuya json ko[bf ni ate].. eh panu ba naman di na ko natapos kakapicture taking hehe.. mii day nga pala un.. di kse ako snay na gnon. hehe. after that formal attireness effect chorva..

*OKAY! PWEDE NA KAYONG MAGBIHIS FOR THE POOL PARTY!* yeaaaaah!,,, (with the bground music again…*LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW*)

POOL PARTY/ INUMAN SESSIONS: ayun.. its so fun being with everyone.. mas gusto ko talaga un maramihan.. siguro nga groupist person ako.. obvious naman deba?.. hikhik.. pag nalalasing na, magbabad nalng sa pool para tanggal un lasing.. hehe.. angsaya pag magpipicture.. mga sabikis sa kamera.. lahat gusto sa gitna.. nagiging wacky tuloy un datin.. ehehe.

aun after that day.. hekhek.. mejo lakas ng amats ko.. super happy ako.. as in. its my day.. although its not the actual birthday, nafeel ko naman na its already may 28 [my real birthdate]… aun dun na natapos lahat2.. super happy..

CREDITS WHY A EM SO HAPPY: to my GOD, my parents, to my family, to my friends, to my Godparents, to my special someone[u know hu u are..], to my self..

♥♥ Melody