Friday, February 27, 2009 '
Why Fear God?
I fear God.
Yes, this is true. It's what our 'katekista' always told us during elementary. I realized, i should disagree of their teachings to fear God. Fear God and Love God has a big big differences.
Recently, when looking at nowhere and thinking nothing, i realized something.
Why fear God?
In the first place, God love us and he didn't even scare us. Unfortunately, some 'katekistas' mistakenly thought us fear God instead of Love God.
Here is the famous and mistakenly teaching of some elderly (i'm not referring to 'katekistas' but to everyone who often say this words). Mostly, the old ones often told this to children. It's a wrong wrong.
~~ "Kapag nakagawa ka ng kasalanan, lagot ka kay Papa Jesus"
Obviously, it's not right to tell a children 'lagot ka kay Papa Jesus'. When you say this to a child, first thing he will learn is to fear God.
Nothing special i just want to clear things out. Instead of saying Fear God, say Love God! because God loves you! right? =)
♥♥ Melody
Labels: Melody meets God
Thursday, February 26, 2009 '
Decide who i want to Fail the subject
Sleepless nights. No, it's not my man who did not let me sleep. It's my conscience talking to me. I'm nervous about this crucial situation and i need the f*cking decision as soon as possible.
I am facing this huge problem.
Question is, Must i be selfish or help back to the one who help me?
Cheating. what can i do. it's a student nature. And i am a student. Yes, i commit cheating. but not only me, almost all students in our section.
Well, it happened during midterm week, Tuesday.
It's a hands-on examination (because we're in the computer laboratory).
It's a programming subject.
And it's a sort of hard programming.
I think there are only six classmate who done the program. After several minutes, almost everyone done in program. Obviously, we cheat. There's a leakage. I got the yellow paper wherein i ask my classmate to copy the code. He write down the codes it and gave it to me. Then my seatmate, also gave me a paper she got from other classmate. Of course, two papers of 'kodiko', is in my hand. After copying the codes, my professor checked our works. All of us finished the exam! Yehey!
I thought there's no problem anymore. But hey!
The next meeting, we met our professor and he was f*cking angry at us! He says that 'Whoever tells me they finished the program without the help of papers and other cheating devices, stand up!' I was about to stand but i felt guilty. Half of the class stand up and the rest who were sitting, admit they'd cheat.
I stay sitting.
The classmates who stood up, allow my professor to get out of the laboratory. And us, he told us without hesitation and bravely 'You will all got 5! (Singko!) The fail grade. Our option just to survive and for him to eliminate our surely final grade which is "Singko!" Is to tell him who is the promotor of scattering the three papers with codes. Accidentally, i told to my seatmate where the paper came from. From my classmate in other subject who is kind to me. And this seatmate told it to my professor.
Now the option, just give the name of the promotor and then we all survive. My classmate needs to pass the subject for him to graduate next year. Of course, i need the same way. We're both need to pass. But since my professor know where the paper in me came from and my classmate will surely got the failed grade.
My point is, it's unfair, The cheater supposed to got singko not the one who help the cheater. In my part, my conscience is talking to me everyday, every hour, every minute. Knowing that the one who helped me will got the failed grade. Of course it's really unfair. But i need to choose. Being a selfish or just give up?
I cannot resist to fail this subject. I't sthe most important subject in our course.
I really dont know what to do. Pag tinitignan ko nga yun paper na binigay ng classmate ko, i can't help it but to feel sorry.
♥♥ Melody
Labels: Melody meets school
