Monday, March 23, 2009 '

I miss them

okay,since i'm such a stupid wasting my time with the wrong one. I made a list who i really miss.

~ my G.R.S. i miss hangin' out with them so much. I never neglected them. He just don't allow me every time we have our reunion. Elmer, moi bestfriend. Frank, Errick, Sharon, Abhie, Mariel, Jinggoy, Gerald, Arzie, Ralfy, Stephanie, PJ, Tongol. in short the whole GRS.

~ my college batchmates. Since i'm irregular, i don't have that time to be with them always, i really miss my bestfriend, Jonabelle, Shirley, Jomar[unggoy], Joca, Alyzza, Chellai and Jen.

~ my ate. We don't talk to each other since we have a fight almost two months ago.(not sure). We're sleeping in one room, living in the same house. But were not talking.

~ My online buddies. My ftalkers! My besplend mabel. Bro Jesse, Guile, Schiffer,my bunso eney, maye, rio, tinay, faith and raph.

~ My 2nd year cutting, kutiks girlfriends!. My bestfriend Joan who is super busy. Heypreal, another bestfriend. We always plan to meet each other but to busy scheds, we end up texting 'nextym nalang!'

Nothing special. I simply miss them.

♥♥Melody

Labels: Melody meets Friends, Random story

Sunday, March 22, 2009 '

Ultimate Crushes! ^^,

Okay, i'm looking for new boyfriend. Haha kidding.
And ithink there are lots of cute and gorgeous guys out there! Oh yeah! But of course there is still one person both on my mind and heart. But, this time, i want you to meet my ultimate crushes! ahehe.

Okay, i made a list of my top 3 super ultimate crushes.

Here they are :

The first ultimate crush : it's Jake Cuenca. I lurve watching him at Tayong Dalawa TV Series. Not only he's gorgeous and hot, but he act so well and natural. I super duper crush him. I loev this David Garcia Jr. Rather than his Bok! hehe

Next to the first, is John LLyod Cruz. I know! He's chubby but he still look pogi! He's also a good actor and i've heard aside from being a good looking and good actor, he is also kid at heart and has a good manner. And hindi mapili sa babae. How Lucky his Girlfriend! Envy! :(

The last one, is Jay Aquitania! I super love him before but now, it is Jake on my top list. During hindi pa sya gaanong sikat, I commented him on his friendster and guess what! he replied! Yes. Not short not long yun comment nya. atleast. haha. I've been noticed by him! Very old na yun comment.

They're just three. The top 3 cute and hotties in my eyes! hehe. They are my hmm. my Boyfriend. haha! Dreamboyfriend pala! ^^,

♥♥Melody

Labels: melody meets Love, Random story

i'm a single lady

I've been a single lady for almost a week. Yeah! I survived!

It's definitely not happy, but not bad at all. I'm starting to move on with my life. Yes, we broke up. But it's not yet the end of my life and absolutely not the end of the world. I've realized everything recently. That I'm afraid losing him just because I'm afraid my parents would get mad not at him but at me. Why? Of course, for choosing who would leave me hangin', who will not stay until my dying day. I'm afraid they might blame everything to me. Parang yung iniwan na nga ko and then ako pa yun sisisihin na nagmadali kasi ako magboyfriend. Anyway, the second reason, of course I'm afraid losing him because i love him. I love him so. Tomorrow would be my father's birthday and of course, inaasahan ng parents ko ang arrival of my boyfriend. Well, our plan is let's pretend we're still together. So ouch diba? Kunwari nalang.

I've also realized one thing, that he might be happier when I'm not around. He can do anything. What can i do? of course, to feel happy for him. Mahal ko eh.

Everything's gonna be alright. I've told him that. I want him to set me free but he did nothing. It feels like, hindi niya pa ko iseset free because he can't find someone yet in place of me. Parang ganun. When I'm telling him that i can move on, he always get mad. Hais. Ewan ko sayo. He didn't even change but when i say i will totally leave him for the good of us. Ayaw niya.

But in my part, i admit, i really can't move on yet. It is still hurting. Oh no, poor melody. still stupid. still can't go over. A totally asinine girl. Now, I'm facing this biggest issue of my life. Love life! hehehe..

1. Move on is a must!
2. Don't pay attentions to what other people will say.
3. Forget about every single memories and moments we've share.

That's all! Three steps only to get over! Yeah. I know i can do it. Sabi nga nila "kaya mo yan! kaw pa!" Well, thanks to those people who says, "I'm here for you!" I'm so touched.

But there lots of things rolling on my mind but that's now NOTHING. Now, I'm searching for new friends because i've lost my friends when i've chosen him when he let me choose.

Ako o Kaibigan mo?

Of course, I've chose him. Now, i'm nothing, i left all of my friends because of choosing someone who i thought will stay FOREVER. But i'm happy with some of my classmates and myself. Being alone makes me closer to myself.

I'm starting to like this. BEING ALONE. To know myself more and to have some time for myself and to everything around me. AT LEAST, I'm not WASTING my time anymore! ^^,

Aja melody, Aja! ^^, I can do it!

♥♥Melody

Labels: Melody meets Friends, Melody meets Life, melody meets Love

Repost: Thank you!

Ohh! I can't help it, but to post again this premium gift of my friend.Weew. I always want to see this every time i visit my blog. Just want to share this gift from my brother Kuya Jesse,

And to thank my friend. I really love fireworks, forever! ^^, THANKS SO much to my brother. This made me feel better =)

♥♥Melody