Some of my friends always tell me they miss me. Some of them call me, some of them text me, some of them leave a comment on my friendster. I also miss them. I don't know why they miss me. Of course, the fact that they are my friend and i am their friend.
I'm pretty sure they truly miss me, because it's been a long time since i didn't had a chance to hang out with them. A couple of months. I miss them t0o.
I aint busy, i ain't go to school, i don't have busy schedules. I'm just busy you know. :) busy eating, hopping around with my neighbors, sleeping. That's my life since i stop studying. What else?
This coming Thursday, my friends and i will be having our reunion? we'll be hanging out anywhere or fool around again until midnight! we'll be having our gimmick! Can't wait.
That's all for now people. I also miss blogging! Oh my, i almost forgot everything. I didn't even realized how i miss blogging. whew. Time to change. :)
Just loving this two in their asianovela Love or bread. wee :) I also love their It started with a Kiss and They kiss again. But i prefer Love or bread because the guy has a different character here compare to the first two novelas. :)
Game : Hehe. Im addicted to this Typing Maniac in facebook. Try it! :) OH look! ive improved my typing :) i`ve rank 4th over my friends hihi.
New Friendster Layout. : i just want to indicate in my banner how much i love that man. I want every one who visits my profile know how much i love my man. hmm If you want to see clearly and lively my banner, visit here : http:\\friendster.com\pepadgreat :)
wooot! its been a long time since i haven`t update my blog. I ain`t busy nor no time for blog. It`s just my internet connection having a problem. Hmp! Anyways, there are new things in my life one month passed. got new hairstyle! whew. Too bad my mother and the whole family disliked it.. Para daw akong adik.. So they decided to changed my hair style. (Its just a korean hair style but nagmukang adik saken.. :c ) But i insist! They just gimme money to rebond my hair.. weee :) Thanks mother :) Hmm.. im also in an ON-OFF relationship. My special someone always went here to our house every saturday. Every weekdays we`re OFF, every saturday we`re ON. You know its so complicated! Sometimes i hate it, sometimes i accept it. i love him the most that`s why i can`t let him go. What should i do! When we`re On, im such a bad girlfriend, but when during weekdays, i did my best just to be the greatest bestfriend ever to him. :( Sometimes i want to let go. But when i say let`s end this and let everybody knows about our situation. He insist not to let me go. I dunno. I`ve read a quote from quotesbox : 1440. I know that he can’t let go of me but it doesn’t mean that he loves me because I can feel that he just can’t because he knows that I am always there when he needed me.
That`s what i feel. So drama. End of the drama ~~ :(
Anyway, a good news ! I`ve finally showed my http:\\exclusively4nanay.tk (exclusively for my mother) to my mother~~ weehee . I know she felt happy! :) But my contrapbida sister says `You just indicated that you love mother and you don`t love father.` It`s not true. Even if i`m not acting the way i love my father, i love him. I love them both but if the time comes i need to choose between my mother and father. I`ll choose mother. :) hehe.
Good morning. well, im currently blogging at the middle of morning and night. I can't sleep. I have a new song stuck on my mind. I am currently listening to it and play it over and over again. It made me fall in love! And missed him. I'm on my senti mode. hihi. I don't know if where did i fell in love. Was i fell with my man or with the music? What do you think. Well, i will share this song. I know some of you guys know this song. Yeah i know. But this song is highly recommended! *kidding* Anyway, you can hear that song HERE .
Done listening? What do you think? Did you fell in love too? ayyiii :) or felt sad remembered someone? :( Listening to this song, i remember someone. I miss someone, and i fell in love with someone. puro someone :) . Gawd! where are you! i miss you so much.
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Anyway, forget about it. haha. It's not that special. This time I want to greet my parents. It is their 22nd Anniversary! Happy 22anniversary mother and tatay! :) I'm so blessed i have you as my 'stick-to-one' parents. Even if you always annoys me when you both scold me. I still love you both! mwuah mwuah mwuah. :)
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Wooot. I think my sisters and i attack our camera freakynesss~~ Lalala. Time to post some of the pictureseseses :)
happy anniv mamay and tatay! :) tanda nyo na. :)
a family dinner @ Luk foo. Nakumpleto din family ko:)
How odd. I'm so blur! anyway, whatever. This shot was taken @ elevator. Nagmamadali pa baka may makakita. ^_^
It's been a couple of months since we don't have a family bonding. And hey! of course, a solo camera freak will post here favorite picture of the day. Hihi.
I'm thinking of a nice caption for this pic. What caption do you think? :)
I may burn out like a candle and I may pass away I may fall this like a shooting star my heart will stay i'll be yours until forever forever i'll be true through the promise i'd made from the day I found you .. forever you're on my heart even if we're apart I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you my love will never fade away even if I die now I love you until the end of time even without your smile so hear me please I beg you dont walk away I need you to stay with me and be by my side take my hand and we'll walk it until forever i'll be yours,forever i'll love you I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll be true my love will never fade away even if I die now i'll love you until the end of time even without your smile so hear please I beg you to stay ..
- lyrics my Song of the day [ Forever, The ambassadors] --
Good. after this entry, i think i have to sleep. it's already morning. hihi. That's all for now peeps :) I miss blogging :) Goodnight people. mwuah :)
Girls are demanding. Yes. But not all. There for SOME girls are definitely demanding. That's a humanwoman nature. admit eet! :) SOME girls love to argue with their man, knowing in the end their guy would come to her and say something just to keep her cool. Unfortunately, SOME guys out there are so torpe and shy to say something! what do you think? :) i think so? *laugh*
Here are some words a girl need or love to hear when :
A GUY MADE SOMETHING WRONG: * "i'm sorry. really sorry." (saying sorry is important, just to lessen the anger) * "trust me, i wouldn't do it again just to keep you in sight." * "my baby, talk to me i just want to explain."
A GIRL IS SAD: * "i'm not just your man, i'm your bestfriend! :P" * "when you are not smiling, i get so weak.." * "i'm here for you and i will wait for until you gets okay!" * "smile smile smile. come on :)" * "kakagatin ko ang ilong mo ng tuluyan kang umiyak! :) joke! pinapatawa lang kita boss :)" * "when you're feeling sad, dinadamay mo ako! i can't bare seeing you so sad."
A GIRL WILL LEAVE A GUY FOR NO REASON:
* "all i know is i love you. that's my reason why i want you to stay, now, give me your reason why you are leaving me. " * "tell me the problem, i would do something to solve it just to make you stay" * "i need you because i love you, now if you leave me, i don't know what to do. stay! Please? " * "wag mo ko iwanan. nauna kong mainlab sayo pero nauna kang mafallout..but, i will still wait for you."
WHEN A GUY WANTS A GIRL TO FALL FOR HIM :) (MUSHY WORDS) :
* "don't ask me how much i love you, all i really know is i love you, from here to my mind down to my body and soul up to my heart.."
* "i'm so jealous in everything you do and everyone you talk, but i trust you. You love me, that's why they're supposed to be jealous, not me."
* "it's you who i always think of, i always adore, i always care of, i always looking for you. i'm so inlove with you!"
* "my love for you didn't even change. if you think my love has changed, yes, it changed. a lot. i can't help it but to fell inlove with you again and again everyday."
* "it's you. i dreamed of to be my wife.."
* "i will stay with you forever. i will court you forever. just to make you mine forever. you're my princess.."
* "goodnight baby, the time you wake up, i'm still inlove with you.."
* "you are really different from others. that's why i'm going crazy over you.."
* "you make me love you even if i'm just thinking of you.."
* "you're really beautiful.."
* "you are the reason for all the things i love to do..you are my everything.."
TAGALOG VERSIONS:
* "mahal na mahal kita, kung hindi man ikaw naging first love ko, ikaw yun last.." * "akin ka lang.."
* "pag gising mo bukas, mahal pa rin kita.."
So maarte/ mushy right? so mushy. But that's the reality. SOME girls really need / love to hear these words just to touch our heart. I dunno to other girls if they want to hear something from their man. Iba iba naman kase ang girls eh :) diba? :) Anyway, just got post my kaartehan. Hehe..
wii! i always hear this song again and again. And i found the lyrics and melody cute and sweet. I know some of you guys know about this song! It's cute right?
Anyways, imma post its lyrics and video :) *wink*
And one thing, i've steal copy paste this code form lyricsmode. Sankyuu lyricsmode! ~~~
Sis Yesha just inform me about the SOTM. And i didn't even expect that i'm one of those contestant (hehe). i thought sis yesha didn't approve my form when i've join eh? :) hehe .
Nothing special, first contest ever to join. please anyone vote for me? pretty please? :)
Just go to http://sweetposh.com and click check my name [melody]. (Voting area is on the sidebar :)). and submit.
i just want my site to be the the SOTM for may, because May is my birth month.. yii :) . I'll be very happy if you will vote for me.. please?.
Just got envy! lol. My cousin just graduate today. Envy! I'm happy for her but, i can't help it. Kaingget! hehe.
Anyway, the reason why i get envy whenever i have relatives that are graduating, my parents, for sure would always compare me to them. Although we're cousins, we are different. They are bright and intelligent, while me NO. They are industrious and studying very hard, while me NOT.
Calling my cousin! My note to you! mwuah!
HAPPY GRADUATION PINSAN DAINE!
I'm happy for you, i know there's a good future waiting for you and i hope you wouldn't change. Stay humble as you are. I really miss you my Cousbez. And hey! what are you waiting for? Mag bar na tayong CHEROMECAH! diba, lilibre mo kame! :)
Done in my drama! Just want to greet my cousin here specially. I really miss her. ^^,
Last Sunday, April 6. After attending the sunday mass, my youngest sister saw my favorite teacher during elementary. Until now, he's still my favorite teacher.
-- Suddenly, my mother said : "Yun yun katangi tanging titser na nagtiwala kay melody eh.. haha"
That day, being out of place with my family and previously disappointed, i simply uttered;
"Buti nga yun titser ko na yun, nagtiwala sakin kesa naman sa nanay ko mismo.."
Then my mother hit me in my cheeks, "Gaga! walang tiwala ka dyan!" Then i didn't say anything against her. I know deep inside i hitted her heart when i told her that. I kept quiet instead.
-- Okay. okay.
Back to my favorite teacher, Mansala. The famous and funniest science teacher during my elementary days, would always be my favorite teacher of all times. And of course, i wouldn't ever forget this man. He was my very first favorite teacher and the one who first to trust my knowledge and abililty.
As far as i can remember:
Mr. Mansala: Melody, ikaw yun lalaban sa science ha? Melody: (Answered unseriously) Oho. I answered unrespectful but he didn't even bother. I have mixed emotion that time. I'm happy because i'm the chosen one. Next, i'm nervous because it's my first time to join a 'brain' contest.
That day, when i arrived home, i told it to my mother and she laughed. She thinks i'm joking and making fun. She doesn't believe me at all. And it reached to the point my mother called my teacher just to confirm if i'm telling a truth. Oh diba, walang tiwala and mother ko? Kaloka.
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Anyway, i do really miss my teacher. To describe him, he's one of a kind. best teacher for me. I've learned different lessons from him.He's not not just an ordinary science teacher but also a mentor. I've remembered after the 'laban' i've come to him sad and wasted. It feels like he made a mistake for choosing me as the representative of our section. It's a shame on him being the famous teacher that his representative didn't even bring the 3rd place.
I hugged at him. Then he said : "Okay lang yan! Bakit ka ba umiiyak?" Para kasing ako yun nahihiya para sa kanya eh.. My barkada were all laughing na nga eh, kinakantsawan ako.. hehe
But i wan't to say sorry to my teacher but i think i hadn't. If i have to choose my 2nd father, i don't hesitate to choose this MR. Mansala. When we crossed our ways, i hope, he still know me and didn't forget me. It's been an 8 years since he's not my teacher and mentor anymore. I do miss him. Oh by the way, another thing, when he's mad either angry, he got red. They say, pinaglihi kase sa mansanas! I really miss you sir!
My bff once text this quote to me. And I kept on reading this quote.
Kurt Cobain of Nirvana once said:
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry because GOD counts her tears. Every tear a woman shed is equivalent to man's sacrifices in life. The woman came from a man's rib, not on his feet to be stepped on, not on his head to be superior, but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near to his heart to be loved.."
Just want to share to the girls out there and to the man who are careless when it comes to a girl..
Okay, so imma post this entry about the contest i'm currently joining. Actually its my first time to join a blog contest.
SOTM for APRIL is now OPEN!!!!
I hope you, my blobbers, my friends would help me win this contest to be the Site Of The Month and to have the chance to advertise my blog on http://sweetposh.com
Please do hit this and vote for me? Pretty please.
I just want to gain some extra curricular activities and improve my blog.
Here are the prizes i might get if ever i won the contest:
PRIZES:
a banner that you can put on your site stating you are the SOTM winner for the said month.
wheew! it's graduation month. I'm very happy for those students who will graduate and just graduated. Envy! *sighs*
Next year, i'm supposed to graduate. But since i'm very irregular student.. Oh! i might be an octoberian<. No!! I can't tell it to my sister, mostly to my mother. I know they would get mad at me. That's for sure. My mother is a cum laude during her college days, my older sister who just graduated last year is a dean's Lister for consecutive semesters. And my youngest sister, graduated with a valedictorian award. I'm so proud of them. *sighs*
How about me, i will graduate as an octoberian due to failed subjects, dropped subjects, left units. I'm really different from my two sisters. Somehow, i'm finding my way to be like them but i think it's too late. I have bad grades. I'm not friends with that so called studies. I'm very lazy when it comes to study. Yes, i know it's very important. That's why i realized everything i want to study as well as my sister and mother. I want to be like them.
Okay okay, i wouldn't rant anymore. It's my own fault anyway. I just want to congratulate my friends and cousins who graduated. I'm very happy for them
These are my closest cousins. And you know what they graduated in the same year but different levels : MY cousbest Daine = college graduate, Diane = highschool graduate, Gerald = Elementary graduate (it's coll right) They are sisters. Their graduation happened in the same year. Very happy for this cousins.
Insan She2x ! yes , pretty nurse to be. who just graduate from san beda college, i want to congratulate you! .. regards to your family! i miss you insan! ^^,
My best friend Ralfy! weee . i'm happy for you bestfriend. although i know you can't read this, because you are so lazy when it comes to blog. haha!
haha, all readers out there. I prefer using computer rather than television. I very rare watch television, If ever i'm watching and it's commercial, i don't pay attention to it.
But due to boredom one night and couldn't use computer, i've watched one TV station from morning up to late night. And oh my, haha there are many commercial advertisements that made me so laugh.
I'll post them rankly.
THOSE VERY LOL AD :
1 . The 'Now you know'
2. 'KAYO NANAMAN'
THE KAKILIG ADS :
1. First Love
2. The 'SORRY NA!"
Haha. i know you guys already saw these ads dati pa. i'm really huli na sa balita. hehe.
okay,since i'm such a stupid wasting my time with the wrong one. I made a list who i really miss.
~ my G.R.S. i miss hangin' out with them so much. I never neglected them. He just don't allow me every time we have our reunion. Elmer, moi bestfriend. Frank, Errick, Sharon, Abhie, Mariel, Jinggoy, Gerald, Arzie, Ralfy, Stephanie, PJ, Tongol. in short the whole GRS.
~ my college batchmates. Since i'm irregular, i don't have that time to be with them always, i really miss my bestfriend, Jonabelle, Shirley, Jomar[unggoy], Joca, Alyzza, Chellai and Jen.
~ my ate. We don't talk to each other since we have a fight almost two months ago.(not sure). We're sleeping in one room, living in the same house. But were not talking.
~ My online buddies. My ftalkers! My besplend mabel. Bro Jesse, Guile, Schiffer,my bunso eney, maye, rio, tinay, faith and raph.
~ My 2nd year cutting, kutiks girlfriends!. My bestfriend Joan who is super busy. Heypreal, another bestfriend. We always plan to meet each other but to busy scheds, we end up texting 'nextym nalang!'
Okay, i'm looking for new boyfriend. Haha kidding. And ithink there are lots of cute and gorgeous guys out there! Oh yeah! But of course there is still one person both on my mind and heart. But, this time, i want you to meet my ultimate crushes! ahehe.
Okay, i made a list of my top 3 super ultimate crushes.
Here they are :
The first ultimate crush : it's Jake Cuenca. I lurve watching him at Tayong Dalawa TV Series. Not only he's gorgeous and hot, but he act so well and natural. I super duper crush him. I loev this David Garcia Jr. Rather than his Bok! hehe
Next to the first, is John LLyod Cruz. I know! He's chubby but he still look pogi! He's also a good actor and i've heard aside from being a good looking and good actor, he is also kid at heart and has a good manner. And hindi mapili sa babae. How Lucky his Girlfriend! Envy! :(
The last one, is Jay Aquitania! I super love him before but now, it is Jake on my top list. During hindi pa sya gaanong sikat, I commented him on his friendster and guess what! he replied! Yes. Not short not long yun comment nya. atleast. haha. I've been noticed by him! Very old na yun comment.
They're just three. The top 3 cute and hotties in my eyes! hehe. They are my hmm. my Boyfriend. haha! Dreamboyfriend pala! ^^,
I kinda need to post this song lyrics here. I don't know, i'm not into RnB but when i heard this song, i started to like it. SO much.
I play this song again and again. I can't go over with this song. Anyway, i'll just post the lyrics and i know, some of you guys know this song . I dunno, really love this song! =p
I will put quote and unquote the lines i love. here it goes :
"You said it wasn't gonna be like it was before Then it happened again" pushing me back out the door Thought it would be For real this time Love me forget About the signs "So now what do I do now, that I know That we're through"
"Wish that I could move on Can't let go it's too strong Just like that and then you're gone Is this how you wanted it to be "Everything you had to say Sent the tears right down my face" Now I'm trying to escape The misery
"Why don't you love meThe way I loved you?" It feels so crazy cause "I dunno what I did to you" "If you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly" "Cause I'm tired of cryin'" If you don't wanna stick around Then, baby Forget about me
Too late, sorryI didn't even Have the chance You said you were happy Baby I don't understand "Gave you everything you asked for And was ready to give you a lot more" I would've given you The world right in the palm of your hand
"Boy My heart was true And that you can't deny" Don't be a fool and walk away From all the lies "It's up to you Cause heaven knows I've tried Tell me You're still in love"
"guys! you're making a history!" said the MC of the show LoveRage at Sunken Garden, University of the Philippines.
It's not my first time to attend concert, but this concert is extremely masaya! There are lots of bouncer that others can't enjoy slamming each other. But about 10 o'clock pm, bouncer can't do anything to stop the is-laman. Others don't enjoy this action called islaman, But me, i don't know, whenever i watch concerts everywhere, it's the slaman i'm waiting for.
11:59 p.m. everyone's shouting 10! 9! 8!7! 6! 5! 4! 3! 2! oooone! . - a countdown for the valentines day. After a countdown, here comes the fireworks! yeah! everyone are looking at the sky. Then the bamboo band start performing. Pungkoys [punks] are slamming each other, me wants to join them but my man, didn't allow me! soooooo kill joy! But i joined slaman only a short time. Yeah!
There are lots of people outside that wants to go inside, others are destroying the yeros just to enter. The student council was about to stop the show. Oh men! Eventually, police came. Oh yeah! Tuloy ang rakrakan. After Bamboo band performed, they gave us time to rest and eat but, it's past 1 o'clock! There' s no band performing. Yun iba nga umuuwi na eh kaya kami din!
~~Im with my prince, we celebrated exactly 12:00 a.m. under the fireworks ^^, ~~I salute Giniling Festival [band] ~~ Hilera and Bamboo Band ~~ The Punkoys and emongs beside us ~~ The kill joys ~~ The lugaw (plain!) ~~ The Fair factors following the snatchers
If you’re going to ask me : “how’s life?”. Maybe i’ll just keep quiet and be pissed. Of course everybody would say ‘Im okay!’. But not me. Life good, but i’m not feeling good even nice or happy today.
Nothing happened today, and it’s kinda boring. Family Part : Im still confuse and feeling out place when im at my so called ‘home’. No one scolded me today, neither my mother , father and sister. That’s why i hate being at home, nothing happens, im with them but, you know, feels like were far from each other. However, they’re still my family, i need to cope with them. But 18 years of living in the same house, i still dont know them at all. We’re eating at the same time watching tv at the same time, no one talks, no one laugh. It feels like i’m looking for family who i can cope easily and make friends easily. It doesnt mean, i don’t like them. The truth is I love them, i just can be with them.
About My so called Prince — i miss you. ALOT. i dont have any idea if he’s okay, what happened to him. We didn’t even text each other.
Due to boredom, here i am updating and updating my blog. and spamming! wahehe
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