It slowly kills me. Seeing their pictures very happy without me.
Being a runaway daughter, I really miss my bebe xyra. I haven't seen her anymore for almost 7 months.
next, my mother and father.. with my bebe xyra. Happy family right? :)
my sisters.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 '
Happy
Yihaa!
1 week nalang.. One week and 3days to go nalang.. It's november 9, 2010 na. My rusell and i will going to celebrate our 1st Anniversarry. Nakakatuwa, parang kelan lang. Ni hindi nga kami naguusap. Di ko alam paano nagsimula. Maybe i should call it destiny nalang. Honestly, in my thoughts naman, if only i can choose my OWN destiny, for sure, i'm gonna choose MR. Rusell Ordonio.
Sabi nila ang anniversarry daw parang monthsarry din daw. As of now, wala pa akong maisip na surprise para sakanya. Ewan ko ba gusto ko sya isurprise at gawing pinakamasayang tao sa buong mundo sa araw na yun. Kaso wala pa talagang idea. Hindi pwedeng bahala na ee.
Pero hindi naman siguro mahalaga kung may maibigay akong material gift. Basta alam nyang andito lang ako sa tabi nya, di sya iiwan at mahal na mahal sya, OKAY na yun. I THINK, that would be the best gift i can give to him.
Sana hindi lang kami pang 1 year or 3-5 year. Sana panghabambuhay na..
1 day facial cleansing.. good luck to those pricking!
1 month.. new sets of make-up.. so flirty!
what else.. need new hair cut.. ano ba bagay? :(
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My Rusell
hays.. im here again. Making kwento about my rusell.
So what's new? i'm in love again. for the second time around, hoping that he's different from other men. Yep, he is different. In any angle.
He seldom says 'i love you'. Sometimes pa nga, i ask him : "Sabihan mo naman ako ng I love you.. ' tatawa sya. napapangiti ako. I dunno, eveything he does is so beautiful and lovable.
Mamii (me) is so demanding. Mejo takot ako baka magsawa sya sa ganong sistema. But as long as he did everything for me without hesitation, it's nice. Nakakatuwa isipin na may pet ako. Sabi nila parang pet ko sya. Of course not. He always do things for me. No Questions. No buts. I know he always do those things because he want to, not because i obligate him.
* Thinking about someone means that they’ll come back someday. – Jiraiya
* The true measure of a shinobi is not how he lives, but how he dies.-Jiraiya
* Loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain. - Gaara
* It's been a long time... since I've used myself. - Sasori
* Didn't you know? Women have to be strong in order to survive.-Sakura
* I'm telling you this because you don't get it. You think you get it, which is not the same as actually getting it. Get it? - Kakashi
* What a drag? * Shikamaru
* The boy that I have watched for so long is finally watching me. And in front of him, I can't bear to lose. - Hinata, Hyuga
* These people want me gone... then for what reason do I exist? - Naruto :'(
* I'm not JUST a pervert...I'm a SUPER-PERVERT!! - Jiraiya
* Kankuro: "You're an interesting guy, I like you." Naruto: "You're not interesting, I don't like you." >>BASAG!
* Base on my first impression.. i hate you. - Kakashi
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Monday, July 26, 2010 '
FB chat with my mother :)
Me
momey 6:49pmMonic
Uy, kabukas ko lang ng computer. nagpahinga ako sakit ng likod ko. may deadline kasi ako VAT relief yung ineencode la na ko taga encode kaya ako nalang la na si Liezel 6:49pmMe
ako nlng magencode.. heheh 6:51pmMonic
Wala kung andito ka di sana natunlungan mo ko lam mo naman tong 2 mong kapatid lang pakialam sa mundo 6:53pmMe
ganon po. wala din akong trabaho ngayon eh.. cge tulungan kita punta2 ko jan. 6:54pmMonic
bahala ka. huwag mong sabihin gawin mo 6:54pmMe
eh kawawa ka naman jan ee.
tignan mo pics namen ni melen.. hehe 6:55pmMonic
wala pa ah 6:55pmMe
meron pa kaya.. saka yun mnga dati kong pics
hehe 6:55pmMonic
sige tingnan ko 7:14pmMe
hehe pag laki ko kamuka na kita nay waehehe 7:14pmMonic
bkt wala akong anabasa 7:14pmMe
ano? 7:15pmMonic
wala tumnog kala ko nagchat ka 7:15pmMe
tumutunog ba yun.. alis na ko nay.. hehe 7:15pmMonic
sige ingatz 7:19pmMe
babye pu.. mwuah.. love you mudra 7:20pmMonic
ulan diyan? lakas ulan dito. ingat ka lagi 7:20pmMe
opo.. hindi ulan dito eh.
kayo din ingat lagi ha?
mwuah mwuah mwuah
hehehe 7:21pmMonic
k bye
Sunday, June 27, 2010 '
my melodies
got to post my fave songs with their videos. :D
happy viewing and listening! :D
Thursday, May 27, 2010 '
FULL INLOVE♥
Define Love.
L.O.V.E. gawd!! it's been a long time i haven't update this so called blog.
echos.
so was being FULL INLOVE. not FALL.
after so many months of being broken heart-ed from the man i USED to love, i finally found the man that is CERTAINLY RIGHT for me. With the help of this former lover, i found the who i dream of.
The MAN who will love me for who i am. the MAN who's afraid to lose me. the MAN who i am will be his EVERYTHING.
i don't have the idea that i will ever meet him. BUT it happened. And now, i believe that i was DESTINED for him. and HE is DEFINITELY the RIGHT MAN for me.
syempre, eto nanaman ako : PROUDLY introducing my man. and,
my own meaning of L.O.V.E.
RUSELL PARINGIT ORDONIO. :)
i love you so much my papa bear. :) This heart it beats, beats for only you. :) hihi.
Bonjour people :) i'm here at my bestfriend's house. i've borrow something from her. And i'm waiting for her. Duh. haha. And another topic pop-out on my mind *wink* MY long time previous post was about a girl need or love to hear. But this time, i think i will post something a guy would do when:
A GUY MADE SOMETHING WRONG:
* hold her hand and explain what and why it happened. * do not swear neither say promise. * if she's about to slap you, kiss her. * when she's crying wipe her tears.
WHEN A GIRL IS SAD:
* do something to make her feel better. if a guy is not with her, call her. * kiss her and say 'i'm here for you.' * tour her to a mind-refreshing' place where she can refresh her mind. * give her a flower.
WHEN A GUY WANTS TO PROPOSE:
* Court her everyday. * Cook for her. * Lastly, Propose to her infront of crowd and tell her how much you love her. That would be the sweetest thing ever.
Heyyyah readers! So what's new with your life? again again again. i aint busy but i can't even update my blog! :) hihi. Im aint busy in my studies nor work. I'm busy in my Yoville errr! hehe. It's such an addictive game.
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Cut!
Woot i think i need to blog about out night life last week. It's so happy! grabe. My barkada and i went to Guilley's Island bar at Timog. We drunk and we dance until the break of dawn :) . I love the night life! Yeah. Plus! i saw my school crush and statistics classmate there! I crush him! :) haha. I approach him, i said 'Ui! classmate!' . I thought he don't know me yun pala he know me. Then i walk away towards the restroom. That's the end of the scene. GAWD! but ofcourse i didn't even forget im taken but no commitment. It's just a crush effect you know! and i know i'm not flirt :)
Anyway, here are few happy pictures we had that night.
with my bestfriend elmer and mami hazel!
with kuya frank!
my pretty girlfriends!
yikes! lufet ng pose! :)
That's all for now sizzy and dudes! Have a nice day! :)
Some of my friends always tell me they miss me. Some of them call me, some of them text me, some of them leave a comment on my friendster. I also miss them. I don't know why they miss me. Of course, the fact that they are my friend and i am their friend.
I'm pretty sure they truly miss me, because it's been a long time since i didn't had a chance to hang out with them. A couple of months. I miss them t0o.
I aint busy, i ain't go to school, i don't have busy schedules. I'm just busy you know. :) busy eating, hopping around with my neighbors, sleeping. That's my life since i stop studying. What else?
This coming Thursday, my friends and i will be having our reunion? we'll be hanging out anywhere or fool around again until midnight! we'll be having our gimmick! Can't wait.
That's all for now people. I also miss blogging! Oh my, i almost forgot everything. I didn't even realized how i miss blogging. whew. Time to change. :)
Just loving this two in their asianovela Love or bread. wee :) I also love their It started with a Kiss and They kiss again. But i prefer Love or bread because the guy has a different character here compare to the first two novelas. :)
Game : Hehe. Im addicted to this Typing Maniac in facebook. Try it! :) OH look! ive improved my typing :) i`ve rank 4th over my friends hihi.
New Friendster Layout. : i just want to indicate in my banner how much i love that man. I want every one who visits my profile know how much i love my man. hmm If you want to see clearly and lively my banner, visit here : http:\\friendster.com\pepadgreat :)
wooot! its been a long time since i haven`t update my blog. I ain`t busy nor no time for blog. It`s just my internet connection having a problem. Hmp! Anyways, there are new things in my life one month passed. got new hairstyle! whew. Too bad my mother and the whole family disliked it.. Para daw akong adik.. So they decided to changed my hair style. (Its just a korean hair style but nagmukang adik saken.. :c ) But i insist! They just gimme money to rebond my hair.. weee :) Thanks mother :) Hmm.. im also in an ON-OFF relationship. My special someone always went here to our house every saturday. Every weekdays we`re OFF, every saturday we`re ON. You know its so complicated! Sometimes i hate it, sometimes i accept it. i love him the most that`s why i can`t let him go. What should i do! When we`re On, im such a bad girlfriend, but when during weekdays, i did my best just to be the greatest bestfriend ever to him. :( Sometimes i want to let go. But when i say let`s end this and let everybody knows about our situation. He insist not to let me go. I dunno. I`ve read a quote from quotesbox : 1440. I know that he can’t let go of me but it doesn’t mean that he loves me because I can feel that he just can’t because he knows that I am always there when he needed me.
That`s what i feel. So drama. End of the drama ~~ :(
Anyway, a good news ! I`ve finally showed my http:\\exclusively4nanay.tk (exclusively for my mother) to my mother~~ weehee . I know she felt happy! :) But my contrapbida sister says `You just indicated that you love mother and you don`t love father.` It`s not true. Even if i`m not acting the way i love my father, i love him. I love them both but if the time comes i need to choose between my mother and father. I`ll choose mother. :) hehe.
Good morning. well, im currently blogging at the middle of morning and night. I can't sleep. I have a new song stuck on my mind. I am currently listening to it and play it over and over again. It made me fall in love! And missed him. I'm on my senti mode. hihi. I don't know if where did i fell in love. Was i fell with my man or with the music? What do you think. Well, i will share this song. I know some of you guys know this song. Yeah i know. But this song is highly recommended! *kidding* Anyway, you can hear that song HERE .
Done listening? What do you think? Did you fell in love too? ayyiii :) or felt sad remembered someone? :( Listening to this song, i remember someone. I miss someone, and i fell in love with someone. puro someone :) . Gawd! where are you! i miss you so much.
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Anyway, forget about it. haha. It's not that special. This time I want to greet my parents. It is their 22nd Anniversary! Happy 22anniversary mother and tatay! :) I'm so blessed i have you as my 'stick-to-one' parents. Even if you always annoys me when you both scold me. I still love you both! mwuah mwuah mwuah. :)
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Wooot. I think my sisters and i attack our camera freakynesss~~ Lalala. Time to post some of the pictureseseses :)
happy anniv mamay and tatay! :) tanda nyo na. :)
a family dinner @ Luk foo. Nakumpleto din family ko:)
How odd. I'm so blur! anyway, whatever. This shot was taken @ elevator. Nagmamadali pa baka may makakita. ^_^
It's been a couple of months since we don't have a family bonding. And hey! of course, a solo camera freak will post here favorite picture of the day. Hihi.
I'm thinking of a nice caption for this pic. What caption do you think? :)
I may burn out like a candle and I may pass away I may fall this like a shooting star my heart will stay i'll be yours until forever forever i'll be true through the promise i'd made from the day I found you .. forever you're on my heart even if we're apart I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll love you my love will never fade away even if I die now I love you until the end of time even without your smile so hear me please I beg you dont walk away I need you to stay with me and be by my side take my hand and we'll walk it until forever i'll be yours,forever i'll love you I say forever i'll be yours forever i'll be true my love will never fade away even if I die now i'll love you until the end of time even without your smile so hear please I beg you to stay ..
- lyrics my Song of the day [ Forever, The ambassadors] --
Good. after this entry, i think i have to sleep. it's already morning. hihi. That's all for now peeps :) I miss blogging :) Goodnight people. mwuah :)
Girls are demanding. Yes. But not all. There for SOME girls are definitely demanding. That's a humanwoman nature. admit eet! :) SOME girls love to argue with their man, knowing in the end their guy would come to her and say something just to keep her cool. Unfortunately, SOME guys out there are so torpe and shy to say something! what do you think? :) i think so? *laugh*
Here are some words a girl need or love to hear when :
A GUY MADE SOMETHING WRONG: * "i'm sorry. really sorry." (saying sorry is important, just to lessen the anger) * "trust me, i wouldn't do it again just to keep you in sight." * "my baby, talk to me i just want to explain."
A GIRL IS SAD: * "i'm not just your man, i'm your bestfriend! :P" * "when you are not smiling, i get so weak.." * "i'm here for you and i will wait for until you gets okay!" * "smile smile smile. come on :)" * "kakagatin ko ang ilong mo ng tuluyan kang umiyak! :) joke! pinapatawa lang kita boss :)" * "when you're feeling sad, dinadamay mo ako! i can't bare seeing you so sad."
A GIRL WILL LEAVE A GUY FOR NO REASON:
* "all i know is i love you. that's my reason why i want you to stay, now, give me your reason why you are leaving me. " * "tell me the problem, i would do something to solve it just to make you stay" * "i need you because i love you, now if you leave me, i don't know what to do. stay! Please? " * "wag mo ko iwanan. nauna kong mainlab sayo pero nauna kang mafallout..but, i will still wait for you."
WHEN A GUY WANTS A GIRL TO FALL FOR HIM :) (MUSHY WORDS) :
* "don't ask me how much i love you, all i really know is i love you, from here to my mind down to my body and soul up to my heart.."
* "i'm so jealous in everything you do and everyone you talk, but i trust you. You love me, that's why they're supposed to be jealous, not me."
* "it's you who i always think of, i always adore, i always care of, i always looking for you. i'm so inlove with you!"
* "my love for you didn't even change. if you think my love has changed, yes, it changed. a lot. i can't help it but to fell inlove with you again and again everyday."
* "it's you. i dreamed of to be my wife.."
* "i will stay with you forever. i will court you forever. just to make you mine forever. you're my princess.."
* "goodnight baby, the time you wake up, i'm still inlove with you.."
* "you are really different from others. that's why i'm going crazy over you.."
* "you make me love you even if i'm just thinking of you.."
* "you're really beautiful.."
* "you are the reason for all the things i love to do..you are my everything.."
TAGALOG VERSIONS:
* "mahal na mahal kita, kung hindi man ikaw naging first love ko, ikaw yun last.." * "akin ka lang.."
* "pag gising mo bukas, mahal pa rin kita.."
So maarte/ mushy right? so mushy. But that's the reality. SOME girls really need / love to hear these words just to touch our heart. I dunno to other girls if they want to hear something from their man. Iba iba naman kase ang girls eh :) diba? :) Anyway, just got post my kaartehan. Hehe..
wii! i always hear this song again and again. And i found the lyrics and melody cute and sweet. I know some of you guys know about this song! It's cute right?
Anyways, imma post its lyrics and video :) *wink*
And one thing, i've steal copy paste this code form lyricsmode. Sankyuu lyricsmode! ~~~
Sis Yesha just inform me about the SOTM. And i didn't even expect that i'm one of those contestant (hehe). i thought sis yesha didn't approve my form when i've join eh? :) hehe .
Nothing special, first contest ever to join. please anyone vote for me? pretty please? :)
Just go to http://sweetposh.com and click check my name [melody]. (Voting area is on the sidebar :)). and submit.
i just want my site to be the the SOTM for may, because May is my birth month.. yii :) . I'll be very happy if you will vote for me.. please?.
Just got envy! lol. My cousin just graduate today. Envy! I'm happy for her but, i can't help it. Kaingget! hehe.
Anyway, the reason why i get envy whenever i have relatives that are graduating, my parents, for sure would always compare me to them. Although we're cousins, we are different. They are bright and intelligent, while me NO. They are industrious and studying very hard, while me NOT.
Calling my cousin! My note to you! mwuah!
HAPPY GRADUATION PINSAN DAINE!
I'm happy for you, i know there's a good future waiting for you and i hope you wouldn't change. Stay humble as you are. I really miss you my Cousbez. And hey! what are you waiting for? Mag bar na tayong CHEROMECAH! diba, lilibre mo kame! :)
Done in my drama! Just want to greet my cousin here specially. I really miss her. ^^,
Errr. At last at last. Im done enrolling my summer class! Been into long a process of enrolling. Ang ineeet!
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Summer na summer. Mainit.
everywhere i go, its effin hot. And now what? I'll leave home everyday for the sake of studying. Yeah yeah yeah. How many years na kong nagaaral. Almost 14 years of studying. After studying, ano ba patutunguhan?. Not sure if its a good or not bad future waiting for me. But as what other always tell me. Think Positive. daw.
Oh my badness. Nakakasawa na magaral.
Attending summer class is not in my plans neither on my desire's list. It's my mother's command. *sigh*
"Badtrip summer na summer, magaaral pa. Sana yun pinangtuition niyo sakin pinangswimming nalang naten." Sinabi ko.. sa sarili ko. Ofcourse i can't tell this to my mother personally.What can i do? Anak lang eh.
But i didn't even regret enrolling, there are two good things if i attend summer. Good thing is i have my money! (so that i can go to the Pulp Summer Slam! wooohoo! Next to it is, i'll be keeping in touch with my buddies. I miss my buddies so much.
Bad thing. It's a fcuking shame! Everybody would see you in your school uniforms automatically, first thing in their mind, you are "bagsak". *sigh*
Anyway, like others usually says "That's life".
Yeah yeah yeah. This is life. Acceptance. ~~ Yes, accept everything. Summer class is not a big thing, anyways. Right? ~~~
Last Sunday, April 6. After attending the sunday mass, my youngest sister saw my favorite teacher during elementary. Until now, he's still my favorite teacher.
-- Suddenly, my mother said : "Yun yun katangi tanging titser na nagtiwala kay melody eh.. haha"
That day, being out of place with my family and previously disappointed, i simply uttered;
"Buti nga yun titser ko na yun, nagtiwala sakin kesa naman sa nanay ko mismo.."
Then my mother hit me in my cheeks, "Gaga! walang tiwala ka dyan!" Then i didn't say anything against her. I know deep inside i hitted her heart when i told her that. I kept quiet instead.
-- Okay. okay.
Back to my favorite teacher, Mansala. The famous and funniest science teacher during my elementary days, would always be my favorite teacher of all times. And of course, i wouldn't ever forget this man. He was my very first favorite teacher and the one who first to trust my knowledge and abililty.
As far as i can remember:
Mr. Mansala: Melody, ikaw yun lalaban sa science ha? Melody: (Answered unseriously) Oho. I answered unrespectful but he didn't even bother. I have mixed emotion that time. I'm happy because i'm the chosen one. Next, i'm nervous because it's my first time to join a 'brain' contest.
That day, when i arrived home, i told it to my mother and she laughed. She thinks i'm joking and making fun. She doesn't believe me at all. And it reached to the point my mother called my teacher just to confirm if i'm telling a truth. Oh diba, walang tiwala and mother ko? Kaloka.
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Anyway, i do really miss my teacher. To describe him, he's one of a kind. best teacher for me. I've learned different lessons from him.He's not not just an ordinary science teacher but also a mentor. I've remembered after the 'laban' i've come to him sad and wasted. It feels like he made a mistake for choosing me as the representative of our section. It's a shame on him being the famous teacher that his representative didn't even bring the 3rd place.
I hugged at him. Then he said : "Okay lang yan! Bakit ka ba umiiyak?" Para kasing ako yun nahihiya para sa kanya eh.. My barkada were all laughing na nga eh, kinakantsawan ako.. hehe
But i wan't to say sorry to my teacher but i think i hadn't. If i have to choose my 2nd father, i don't hesitate to choose this MR. Mansala. When we crossed our ways, i hope, he still know me and didn't forget me. It's been an 8 years since he's not my teacher and mentor anymore. I do miss him. Oh by the way, another thing, when he's mad either angry, he got red. They say, pinaglihi kase sa mansanas! I really miss you sir!
My bff once text this quote to me. And I kept on reading this quote.
Kurt Cobain of Nirvana once said:
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry because GOD counts her tears. Every tear a woman shed is equivalent to man's sacrifices in life. The woman came from a man's rib, not on his feet to be stepped on, not on his head to be superior, but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near to his heart to be loved.."
Just want to share to the girls out there and to the man who are careless when it comes to a girl..
Okay, so imma post this entry about the contest i'm currently joining. Actually its my first time to join a blog contest.
SOTM for APRIL is now OPEN!!!!
I hope you, my blobbers, my friends would help me win this contest to be the Site Of The Month and to have the chance to advertise my blog on http://sweetposh.com
Please do hit this and vote for me? Pretty please.
I just want to gain some extra curricular activities and improve my blog.
Here are the prizes i might get if ever i won the contest:
PRIZES:
a banner that you can put on your site stating you are the SOTM winner for the said month.
wheew! it's graduation month. I'm very happy for those students who will graduate and just graduated. Envy! *sighs*
Next year, i'm supposed to graduate. But since i'm very irregular student.. Oh! i might be an octoberian<. No!! I can't tell it to my sister, mostly to my mother. I know they would get mad at me. That's for sure. My mother is a cum laude during her college days, my older sister who just graduated last year is a dean's Lister for consecutive semesters. And my youngest sister, graduated with a valedictorian award. I'm so proud of them. *sighs*
How about me, i will graduate as an octoberian due to failed subjects, dropped subjects, left units. I'm really different from my two sisters. Somehow, i'm finding my way to be like them but i think it's too late. I have bad grades. I'm not friends with that so called studies. I'm very lazy when it comes to study. Yes, i know it's very important. That's why i realized everything i want to study as well as my sister and mother. I want to be like them.
Okay okay, i wouldn't rant anymore. It's my own fault anyway. I just want to congratulate my friends and cousins who graduated. I'm very happy for them
These are my closest cousins. And you know what they graduated in the same year but different levels : MY cousbest Daine = college graduate, Diane = highschool graduate, Gerald = Elementary graduate (it's coll right) They are sisters. Their graduation happened in the same year. Very happy for this cousins.
Insan She2x ! yes , pretty nurse to be. who just graduate from san beda college, i want to congratulate you! .. regards to your family! i miss you insan! ^^,
My best friend Ralfy! weee . i'm happy for you bestfriend. although i know you can't read this, because you are so lazy when it comes to blog. haha!
haha, all readers out there. I prefer using computer rather than television. I very rare watch television, If ever i'm watching and it's commercial, i don't pay attention to it.
But due to boredom one night and couldn't use computer, i've watched one TV station from morning up to late night. And oh my, haha there are many commercial advertisements that made me so laugh.
I'll post them rankly.
THOSE VERY LOL AD :
1 . The 'Now you know'
2. 'KAYO NANAMAN'
THE KAKILIG ADS :
1. First Love
2. The 'SORRY NA!"
Haha. i know you guys already saw these ads dati pa. i'm really huli na sa balita. hehe.
okay,since i'm such a stupid wasting my time with the wrong one. I made a list who i really miss.
~ my G.R.S. i miss hangin' out with them so much. I never neglected them. He just don't allow me every time we have our reunion. Elmer, moi bestfriend. Frank, Errick, Sharon, Abhie, Mariel, Jinggoy, Gerald, Arzie, Ralfy, Stephanie, PJ, Tongol. in short the whole GRS.
~ my college batchmates. Since i'm irregular, i don't have that time to be with them always, i really miss my bestfriend, Jonabelle, Shirley, Jomar[unggoy], Joca, Alyzza, Chellai and Jen.
~ my ate. We don't talk to each other since we have a fight almost two months ago.(not sure). We're sleeping in one room, living in the same house. But were not talking.
~ My online buddies. My ftalkers! My besplend mabel. Bro Jesse, Guile, Schiffer,my bunso eney, maye, rio, tinay, faith and raph.
~ My 2nd year cutting, kutiks girlfriends!. My bestfriend Joan who is super busy. Heypreal, another bestfriend. We always plan to meet each other but to busy scheds, we end up texting 'nextym nalang!'
Okay, i'm looking for new boyfriend. Haha kidding. And ithink there are lots of cute and gorgeous guys out there! Oh yeah! But of course there is still one person both on my mind and heart. But, this time, i want you to meet my ultimate crushes! ahehe.
Okay, i made a list of my top 3 super ultimate crushes.
Here they are :
The first ultimate crush : it's Jake Cuenca. I lurve watching him at Tayong Dalawa TV Series. Not only he's gorgeous and hot, but he act so well and natural. I super duper crush him. I loev this David Garcia Jr. Rather than his Bok! hehe
Next to the first, is John LLyod Cruz. I know! He's chubby but he still look pogi! He's also a good actor and i've heard aside from being a good looking and good actor, he is also kid at heart and has a good manner. And hindi mapili sa babae. How Lucky his Girlfriend! Envy! :(
The last one, is Jay Aquitania! I super love him before but now, it is Jake on my top list. During hindi pa sya gaanong sikat, I commented him on his friendster and guess what! he replied! Yes. Not short not long yun comment nya. atleast. haha. I've been noticed by him! Very old na yun comment.
They're just three. The top 3 cute and hotties in my eyes! hehe. They are my hmm. my Boyfriend. haha! Dreamboyfriend pala! ^^,
I've been a single lady for almost a week. Yeah! I survived!
It's definitely not happy, but not bad at all. I'm starting to move on with my life. Yes, we broke up. But it's not yet the end of my life and absolutely not the end of the world. I've realized everything recently. That I'm afraid losing him just because I'm afraid my parents would get mad not at him but at me. Why? Of course, for choosing who would leave me hangin', who will not stay until my dying day. I'm afraid they might blame everything to me. Parang yung iniwan na nga ko and then ako pa yun sisisihin na nagmadali kasi ako magboyfriend. Anyway, the second reason, of course I'm afraid losing him because i love him. I love him so. Tomorrow would be my father's birthday and of course, inaasahan ng parents ko ang arrival of my boyfriend. Well, our plan is let's pretend we're still together. So ouch diba? Kunwari nalang.
I've also realized one thing, that he might be happier when I'm not around. He can do anything. What can i do? of course, to feel happy for him. Mahal ko eh.
Everything's gonna be alright. I've told him that. I want him to set me free but he did nothing. It feels like, hindi niya pa ko iseset free because he can't find someone yet in place of me. Parang ganun. When I'm telling him that i can move on, he always get mad. Hais. Ewan ko sayo. He didn't even change but when i say i will totally leave him for the good of us. Ayaw niya.
But in my part, i admit, i really can't move on yet. It is still hurting. Oh no, poor melody. still stupid. still can't go over. A totally asinine girl. Now, I'm facing this biggest issue of my life. Love life! hehehe..
1. Move on is a must! 2. Don't pay attentions to what other people will say. 3. Forget about every single memories and moments we've share.
That's all! Three steps only to get over! Yeah. I know i can do it. Sabi nga nila "kaya mo yan! kaw pa!" Well, thanks to those people who says, "I'm here for you!" I'm so touched.
But there lots of things rolling on my mind but that's now NOTHING. Now, I'm searching for new friends because i've lost my friends when i've chosen him when he let me choose.
Ako o Kaibigan mo?
Of course, I've chose him. Now, i'm nothing, i left all of my friends because of choosing someone who i thought will stay FOREVER. But i'm happy with some of my classmates and myself. Being alone makes me closer to myself.
I'm starting to like this. BEING ALONE. To know myself more and to have some time for myself and to everything around me. AT LEAST, I'm not WASTING my time anymore! ^^,
Ohh! I can't help it, but to post again this premium gift of my friend.Weew. I always want to see this every time i visit my blog. Just want to share this gift from my brother Kuya Jesse,
And to thank my friend. I really love fireworks, forever! ^^, THANKS SO much to my brother. This made me feel better =)
♥♥Melody
Friday, March 20, 2009 '
I Support Faith!
My first time to post about contest.well, i just want to help her win at Bhabiejhoice-xoxo 1st contest! Ipost ko daw. Well, as my syota, i support her no matter what! ewan ko ba dyan sa syota kong yan! =)
Ofcourse I will, just for my xot's Faith!
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