Tuesday, July 21, 2009 '

Long time no blog!

wooot! its been a long time since i haven`t update my blog. I ain`t busy nor no time for blog. It`s just my internet connection having a problem. Hmp!
Anyways, there are new things in my life one month passed. got new hairstyle! whew. Too bad my mother and the whole family disliked it.. Para daw akong adik.. So they decided to changed my hair style. (Its just a korean hair style but nagmukang adik saken.. :c ) But i insist! They just gimme money to rebond my hair.. weee :) Thanks mother :)
Hmm.. im also in an ON-OFF relationship. My special someone always went here to our house every saturday. Every weekdays we`re OFF, every saturday we`re ON. You know its so complicated! Sometimes i hate it, sometimes i accept it. i love him the most that`s why i can`t let him go. What should i do!
When we`re On, im such a bad girlfriend, but when during weekdays, i did my best just to be the greatest bestfriend ever to him. :( Sometimes i want to let go. But when i say let`s end this and let everybody knows about our situation. He insist not to let me go. I dunno. I`ve read a quote from quotesbox : 1440. I know that he can’t let go of me but it doesn’t mean that he loves me because I can feel that he just can’t because he knows that I am always there when he needed me.

That`s what i feel. So drama. End of the drama ~~ :(

Anyway, a good news ! I`ve finally showed my http:\\exclusively4nanay.tk (exclusively for my mother) to my mother~~ weehee . I know she felt happy! :) But my contrapbida sister says `You just indicated that you love mother and you don`t love father.` It`s not true. Even if i`m not acting the way i love my father, i love him. I love them both but if the time comes i need to choose between my mother and father. I`ll choose mother. :) hehe.

Hmm. I miss blogging. :)

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